My dream since childhood, has been to live like an animal. To just do as we will without the constraints of morals or public opinions holding us back from living as humans are truly meant to be: animals don't have morals and etiquette and taboos. They feed, fuck, sleep, piss and shit with abandon, not caring about what the other animals might think of them or if what they're doing is right or wrong.

Such a dream in the real world is all but untenable. I live in an urban environment surrounded by the kind of self-righteous people who like sticking their noses in where they don't fucking belong and beyond that, I still have to put on the guise of being a human being every time I venture out of my door...even the internet has encroached upon it as I'm forced to wear my human suit even at home due to social media. I live as freely as I can -- far more liberated than the average person despite the constraints --but it's a far cry from that sense of pure, unadulterated freedom I desire.

This brings me on to sex. 

Sex is the one place where all humans are forced to shed the pretences of humanity and rational thought in favour of pure animal desire. When you're in the moment, you're not thinking about whether what you're doing is right or wrong, you're focused on the sensations of skin upon skin, body parts sliding in and out of each other and the sensations of ecstacy as you climax.

For me, sex (with the right partners) is the one place I can still experience that liberation. When my cock is ploughing into a woman as she lays beneath me, unable to escape as I pump my load into her, I am not a human being. I am a beast breeding a smaller, weaker animal.

Or maybe I'm a predator toying with my prey before I destroy it:- taking my time to ensure it knows precisely what it's fate will be before I tear it apart.

Or we are enjoying sensual acts of play involving bodily fluids like infants who have yet to be conditioned that pissing is dirty and must be done away from prying eyes and certainly never sprayed over another person's body or into their mouth as they gargle and swallow it.

In time, I hope to meet a woman who shares the same desire as myself and we can begin to live the dream: Just being two people living as freely as the animals we are: breeding, feedin and, sleeping night and day without a care in the world.

Until then, sex is my escape. one of the few outlets we're all still allowed to be animals -- even if some of us are more animal than others even then.