MY DAILY EJACULATION AND WHY I WANK THE SMELLS OF WOMEN
When I decide to go solo, my word for 'solo love-making' I instantly feel a surge of energy and electricity surge through my body, and I become aware of my genitals slowly unfolding, tmy balls announce their presence, and something inside me becomes fuck-focused, I suppose you would call it.
Of course I have my favorite spots for wanking, these days always plugged in to my favorite wanking material on the web. I like to start by merely browsing, until I find the erotics of the day.
I would start with hairy mature, and slowly digress ubntil I find the niche I want to ejaculate over this time - for example, today, I want to wank nipples, and ejaculate when I find a bitch with nipples that can take me over the edge into fucking-la-la-land.
Once I find my groove and get lost in the erotics of the moment, I would begin to collect the material I wank off on, saving thousands of pics and videos over a lifetime of sensational masturbation.
When I become very aroused, and my swollen cock tries to escape the confines of my pants, I usually begin by inserting my hands and whacking myself, but only a few strokes. At this point, I would undress - total nudity if possible, but if I feel a bit exposed - expecting someone to come home or someone to visit any time soon, I would merely take my pants off, keeping it around my ankles for fast recovery.
My chief requiremet when I wank is I to be able to spread my legs very wide and to be able to stroke my balls while I fap my shaft. The more aroused I become, the more I drift toward natural porn.
I want to eye-fuck real women in their true state of feminine grace free from powders, ointments, wax jobs and pubic trimming. So I tend to go for hairy and unwashed women who are completely without pretense. I become even harder and more aroused, when I wank through images of women in a state of privacy - in situations that are so private and intimate which exclude men, as a rule. For example, when she is pissing, when she is inserting a tampon, bleeding, or unpresentable in normal life situations.
I seek out women who are sweaty and unwashed (after hiking or a hot day at the office), or women who return home inserted full of cum (that is now flowing back), before she washes away the evidence. Also, women who smell sweaty and stinky, which in real life motivate them to shy away from people until they washed.
This presence during masturbation, in scenes so intimate, in situations where the female would not even allow her sex partner or lover close to her, provides such a heightened sense of intimacy, that my balls fill to the brim with desire.
To supplement the massive arousal I derive from these "intimate intrusions," my imagination supplements my fantasies by adding imagined smells and odors, Sex is for me, the most olfactory activity in the world. Women, to me, are all about scents, smells and odors, and when I fuck, I fuck the odor symphony before all else. Hence, my wanking is all about smells, and my choice in pornography is focussed on visual material of women in their most olfactory and hence, smelly, stinky or unwashed states.
Wanking an unwashed girl with a cheese cunt and speckled unwashed asshole, hairy sweaty pits and stinky feet, therefore provides me with the ultimate hand-fuck. When I ooze and my cock jumps and spasms with readiness, I would select my final unwashed whore, and imagining her soft body, I would pound away, wanking my cock hard and deliberately.
At this point I am already so close to orgasm that it does not take long - a minute, or two in rare situations, before I enter the zone. When I am primed to ejaculate, I grunt and moan and stiffen my muscles and stretch my legs and when the surge of ecstacy hits me, I go offline with pleasure, and the feeling of hot semen rushing through my cock and spurting all over my body, makes me cum harder and harder.
I typically hope and work to ejaculate strongly, for eight squirts. However, as I grow older, I rarely if ever get to eight shots. If I ejaculate strongly for two or three shots and then a couple of dribble drops following that, I am satisfied enough.
I love ejaculating over my own body, over my belly and chest and legs and thighs and balls and when the seed drips down between my legs, around my balls and into my ass crack.
Once I have emptied my balls, the cum gets so cold so fast, and I despise cold cum. At this point, I would put my clothes back on, without wiping away my cum. I love the warmth that dries my cum onto my clothes, and the faint whiff of cum becomes my own dirty little secret.
I am ultra-aware for the rest of the day, trying to recognize the females and faggots, who discover my whiff of cum, and become aroused, disgusted or embarrassed for it.
When I am done, balls empy, I will debrowse my pornography, paging through a few more of the images subsequent to my orgasm. After a few minutes, I typically decide to continue wanking the same stream next time, something I never do, and then I exit my porn browser.
Once I ejaculated, I go on with life, until I retire at the end of the day. I usually feel the need to ejaculate again before bed time. If I am alone, I repeat my eye-fuck. If not, I will fuck my woman hard and hungrily. Of course, once in a blue moon, I feel the strange desire to be with a man and play with his cock. For the rest of the time, I yearn for the odors of my woman.
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