So... it's been kinda slow.

My aspriations for deeper broader sexual perversion as still that. Aspirations mostly. But hey , I've just taken a swig of my second glass of my own piss tonight. So not everything is just wishes.

But I was chatting on here with a woman, and she suggested a possible scenario for my first experimental scat act. Which sounded very much like I could manage to do it. Cool. A nice gentle first step into shit , letting me turn one of my porn fetishes ingto actual acts of sexual perversion. So yeah I was up for this idea, quite soon.

 Her suggestion was take a shit deep in the woods. And take a picture and post it. Which is kinda low stress . But it needs onme thing - some nice remore forest, And we don't have any wilderness round here. I might have to make do with a small wood , which is not so safe at all. And even then , first fimnd your wood that's safe, remotr snd accessible. 

 So that plan's sort of on hold. Still saying I'd do it if the opportunity came, but  so far I haven't found the right kind of opportunity. Still got over six months for my first sexual shit, though. Somethings going to happem. Somehow. Promise.

And I changed my job so I no longer work in the big town with lots of tattoo parlours. That makes finding somewhere for a piercing much more difficult . I know I want a frenum - cold hard metal violating my cock just below the ridge. Be cool to fuck a cunt with that. But finding a place where I'm comfortable to open my pants , pull out my cock, and let them push a needle through is more difficult. I have ideas for what would be a cool second piercing , but there are difficulties too. 

Still a few things are happening. I'm definitely getting more foul-mouthed, which is something I've wanted for a while. Feels fucking good now that its starting to happen. Inching very slowly towards some harder more extreme porn . And someone suggested an experiment with a little cross-dressing  NO interest WHATSOEVER in sissies. A dominant goth bitch maybe but NO FUCKING SISSIES

 And now I've got a few things out of the way need to spend some time tring out a couple of toys