okay, so although i'm disappointed, i still have hope!

people deffinately noticed my exposed twat! and gave me attention, but not the dirty, shameful attention i was hoping for. more than one guy started flirting with me, though, basically just talking to me and buying me drinks. unfortunately, i do not specialize in small talk, and i really am socially awkward and don't know how to flirt.

however, i really stuck to my slut rules, and i kept my legs spread, and spread them as wide as i could whenever a guy was talking to me. i would think someone would have at least said something about it!

one guy suggested that i go to the bar with him and let him buy me a drink, which i did, but that was disappointing because now i was no longer in a room full of guys who were looking and my twat (and trying to be subtle about it). now i was in the bar, and although i kept my legs spread mostly i was either facing the bar or facing the guy, and although he could definitely see my pussy, which was wet and swollen and i could smell it, he said nothing about it and just kept vaguely flirting and saying i was pretty and asking me stupid questions about myself, like he was trying to make friends with me. Ugh.

Anyway, there i was, and i feel like it was a success anyway, because i did it, i made myself do it, successfully. i did not chicken out!

i think the bar was not the "tough" bar it used to be, but now it's just a hipster bar full of college guys mostly.

i got some really dirty looks from a small group of women, and in a way that was the best thing that happened, because at least it made me feel like the disgusting skank i am trying to be! but i would have liked it better if they had pointed at me and said something loud enough so that i (and the whole bar) could hear it.

please, if anybody can think of any new "slut rules" to ad to my list, i will be very grateful.  i want to be an unmistakable "rape target" if that is somehow possible. i will follow the rules at work too, every day, and i will try and find a scarier bar, and/or go wherever anyone suggests.

 you can see my original "slut rules" in my "favorites" section. it's the only thing there, so you can't miss it.

i would love some rules that would be even more humiliating, and hopefully maybe also painful...? i promise to follow them.

thank you!