i'm so excited!!!!!!

i just ran across these "slut rules" while poking around on here, and the idea of trying to follow them myself made me have my first orgasm in months!

i love admitting that. i am very orgasmic if i let myself be, and i can cum just by grinding myself into my chair,  but i am confused because i am trying to resist my sex addiction, which will totally take over my life if i let it.

i know, some of you will ask, "why is this a problem?" well, i am very into the darkest and roughest kinds of sex, so following my own instincts is dangerous for me. but i still do it, but i resist it too. i am full of contradictions and little mind games i play with myself. For instance i tell myself i am "quitting sex" and that includes masturbating, but on another level i know that if i don't masturbate i will eventually go crazy and give in to all my sickest cravings, and go on a binge!

well i don't care anymore! game on!

starting this morning, i will dress in my light pink summer dress, which is short and flappy, and i will wear no panties (rule 1).  

when i sit, i will spread my thighs (rule 2).

i will always ask permission to cum (rule 3) which means i will only edge in the bathroom if i get heated up (rule 3), which is fine because i am planning to edge 3 times a day (rule 4).

this is going to drive me insane, by the way. in any case, if my pouty little pussy peaks out from under my skirt, which it certainly will, i will try to make eye contact with whoever sees it, and then i will spread my legs really wide, while looking right at them (rule 5).

this is going to be amazing if it's even remotely appropriate, like if it's a male who is alone and even anywhere close to my age, and it will be deeply, insanely humiliating otherwise. i hope it is an old guy, and i hope he deliberately embarrasses me further by speaking loudly about what i am doing, and then he says he should give me a spanking. that would bring rule 6 into play, which is that "the answer is always YES. so i will have to say, "yes, i need a spanking".

i am edging right now if you haven't guessed!

oh my god the best thing is if he spanks me publically, right there on the spot or in the men's bathroom (I am working at a gas station again, this one's a busy one along interstate 5). mmmm. and then, if other men are watching me being spanked, some of them might want to fuck me afterward, and of course i will let them (rule 7).

if others want to fuck my mouth, i will let them, since "no cock is prohibited from entering my mouth (rule 8),

and if anyone wants to fuck my ass they will be "granted access" (rule 9).

Every day I will ware slutty and revealing clothes (rule 10)...

oh that reminds me, I should probably wear my "fuck me" heels along with my pink summer dress, and i should wear tons of make up.

 Oh my god, if anyone is reading this, i suddenly realize that i really, really want some more rules!!!! suggestions are soooo welcome! 

 Thaks again, and

wish me luck!!!! 

wet april