A first attempt to articulate my ultimate sissy sex slavery fantasy in words in 10 parts (and probably more). Hope you enjoy and can relate ;]

It was difficult to tell how long we had been on the move as I lay on my side immobilised in the back of the van, the discomfort of the penis gag in my mouth, nipple clamps, strict hogtie and large plug in my ass pussy capturing all of my focus, my mind blank, except for the anxiety caused by our unknown destination. My heart was pounding as a dull, just bearable, pain settled around each of my clamped nipples and saliva dripped from my mouth wetting the black hood against my face. In circumstances like these I had learnt that the best way of coping was to go with the situation and actually accept it fully. Attempting to move the focus from my discomfort I began talking to myself in my mind reinforcing the fact that this is what I wanted and was made for. "All you are is a sissy slave and cock whore, nothing more, to be used by men at will. There is nothing for you outside cock worship, slavery and humiliation, a feminised sissy slut, a bondage loving cock slave who loves to be dominated, humiliated and degraded." I continued repeating these words in my mind, giving me some comfort in the knowledge that I deserved and wanted this to the point that I began revelling in it as I tried to pull against my hogtie whilst squeezing my ass cheeks together feeling the plug push my pussy wide apart, and sucking on the penis gag in my mouth, allowing it to slip against the back of my throat and enjoying the fact that being gagged having a cock in my mouth was my new normal, when eating being the only time my mouth wasn't full with either a gag or hard cock. As my mind lingered on this thought I felt the van brake and heard gravel underneath the tyres. Quickly snapping out of my reverie I became hyper alert as I heard master's footsteps and then the van door being unlocked and opened.

I heard him climb into the van and expertly untie my hogtie allowing me to stretch out my aching muscles. Leaving the penis gag and ass plug inside me, and the clamps clipped to my nipples he loosened the leash and took hold of it saying ‘Up and out'. Still hooded I pushed myself up onto my ass and legs using my bound arms and hands, and felt the tug of the leash on my collar as I slid towards the open end of the van until I felt the edge of the floor and slowly lowered my legs onto the ground which felt like firm gravel. As I sat up on the edge of the van floor I felt the plug push further up into my ass pussy, and was surprised to feel some sissy cum leak from my caged clitty onto my thighs. Master then pulled on the leash and I pushed myself up onto my locked on heels and before I could even gain proper balance he started pulling on it as I stumbled after him with my g-string still stretched around my thighs over a short distance until I could feel soft grass under my locked-on stilettos. With a few hard spanks on my ass I heard master say ‘kneel' as without hesitation I knelt down onto the grass. I could feel a slight warm breeze against my almost naked body as he then pulled the hood off my head. I kept my eyes closed for a moment and slowly opened them as he unbuckled my penis gag and pulled it out of my mouth, saliva dribbling down my chin, As my eyes adjusted to the strong sunlight I barely had time to gather my bearings when three men in balaclavas stepped up to me, one on either side and the other directly in front, completely blocking the view of my surroundings. They stepped even closer so that each man's crotch was less than 10 cm from my face as the one on the left grabbed the cinch between my elbows and held it firmly, the one on my right placing a hand on the back of my head, and the one directly in front of me taking the leash about half way up. Almost simultaneously each man then unzipped their pants and pulled out their semi-erect cocks, with my eyes finally adjusting to the light as I noticed that master was close by and above me, camera in hand. As they all surrounded me their three cock heads were suddenly pressed against my face as I automatically opened my mouth and began sucking the sweaty cock in front of me as he pulled on my leash. With my wrists and elbows bound behind my back I was unable to masturbate the other two men as I would usually do, as they both pulled on their cocks and pressed their growing cock heads against my face. Master had already started filming the action as I expertly sucked on the cock in my mouth feeling it throb and become hard, making sure that I looked up and made constant eye contact with the stranger in front of me, showing them how much I loved worshiping their cock.

A moment later my head was forced around as the hard cock slipped from my lips and the man to the left of me forced his cock into my mouth. I started sucking on his short but thick shaft, some strands of his long pubic hair getting caught on my tongue as I easily swallowed his whole shaft. But before I had a chance to really get going on his cock the third man holding my head spun me around and forced his largish shaft into my mouth. With the other two hard cocks pressing against my face seeking more attention I licked and sucked the third man's cock, his shaft almost instantly becoming rock hard as my tongue went to work, licking and caressing the underside of his cock as he pushed more of it into my mouth. I was only allowed to deep throat him for a moment before another cock was guided into my wet mouth and so it continued, each man taking their turn to use my sissy mouth as I knelt there surrounded by them, a helpless bound cock slave, my mouth being gangbanged by strangers on some unknown property. Master continued filming his cock sucking whore surely understanding how much I was enjoying this as I focused completely on pleasuring three cocks at the same time, my clitty getting hard in its cage, the plug stretching my ass pussy and the nipple clamps pulling on my nipples as they swayed with my movements. After 10 minutes of sucking with my mouth moving from one cock to another without a rest I had all their shafts hard as a rock and ready to unload in my mouth. At this point they pulled my head back and pressed the heads of all three cocks against my wet lips. As daddy zoomed in I opened my mouth and looked up at the camera as they squeezed their three cock heads between my stretched lips and I did my best to gently suck and lick all three heads at the same time, remembering to always look into the camera. After a minute of this they began sliding and slapping my face with their cocks at the same time, my saliva sliding off their shafts onto my face, at one point a cock slapping my cheek whilst another rubbed against my nose and forehead and the third forcing itself into my willing mouth. Forgetting about my predicament I became totally lost amongst the three cocks, just a cock sucking sissy whore being used and loving every moment. With two cocks sliding over my face I went to work on the hard shaft throbbing in my mouth, expertly using my lips and pierced tongue to bring the man directly in front of me to orgasm. I heard a moan from him as I deep throated him one more time and his sticky cum began spurting into my mouth and against the back of my throat. Continuing to deep throat him but more gently he released his remaining load down my throat as I swallowed it easily. Eventually he finished feeding me his warm cum and pulled his softening cock out of my mouth, rubbing his head against my lips and chin. Before I could even take a breath the short and thick cock was thrust into my sticky mouth as he pushed on the back of my head forcing me to deep throat him too. As his shaft was quite short I easily managed to swallow him and press my lips against his balls and pubic hair, using my tongue to lick his balls whilst strands of pubic hair stuck to my lips, chin and upper lip that was covered in cum from the first cock. He continued forcing my head onto his shaft and in a few moments with my lips tightly around the base of his shaft I felt his cock spasm and his very sticky cum fill my mouth. Whilst the third hard cock was still gently tapping against my face I swallowed the other man's cum, as he pressed his pelvis even harder against my lips, his warm juice flowing down my throat. Holding me by my hair he made sure that I received every last drop and eventually he let his cock slip from my mouth with a final flourish as he rubbed his cum and saliva covered softening shaft against my forehead and cheeks. Feeling the hard head of the third man's cock against my nose I turned as he was handed the leash and opened my mouth as he thrust his long shaft down my throat. Rougher than the other two he began fucking my mouth and throat as the other two men held my head still, and the third pulled hard on the leash. As I helplessly knelt there his 7" shaft pounded my sissy mouth, the other men having been satisfied and now throwing loud humiliating and degrading comments at me, as the man with his cock in my mouth said ‘Fuck your mouth on my hard cock bitch', and I heard the others say, ‘Swallow cock sissy whore' and ‘Drink cum faggot' as my head was pulled back and forced into master's camera lens whilst I deep throated the final cock, the other two men still pressing their wet flaccid cocks against my forehead. Finally I heard a moan and the thrusting intensified as his shaft spasmed and released its large load into my mouth. But after a few moments of swallowing his load he suddenly pulled out and began masturbating his throbbing shaft, the head of his cock directly over my face as the other two men held my head very still. Unable to resist I received his facial, his sticky cum splashing against my cheeks, nose and forehead, and tongue as I held my mouth open, a seemingly never ending stream of warm juice landing on my face and now beginning to drip off my chin onto my bare chest and clamped nipples. ‘Take it all cock whore' he moaned as he finally released all of his load but then sat his cock head on top of my tongue as I gently milked the remaining drops from his cock. With a final few slaps of his softening cock against my face the men let go of my head and stepped back allowing master to come in for a close up as I looked up and smiled at the camera, licking cum off my lips and chin, imagining what he was capturing, a kneeling bound sissy cock whore covered in three men's cum.

As he continued filming a strange thought suddenly came to mind. At that moment I felt like I couldn't care less if he sent the hours of footage and thousands of images he had of me as a sissy slave to everyone I knew. If he did he wouldn't be able to blackmail me anymore, I could disobey him and might even be free from this life. But the stranger and more unsettling thought was that even if he exposed me completely there would remain a high probability that I would voluntarily continue my life as a sissy sex slave, even without the threat of exposure. As I knelt there having been mouth fucked by three strangers I suddenly had the urge to smile even more, a freedom to arch my back for the camera, sway my hips, display myself as a sexy sex slave to the camera and the men around me who appeared to be enjoying my feminine and submissive postures. My master had seemed to read my mind and realised that something had changed in me in that last 20 minutes, and smiling he had the men raise me to my heeled feet and begin man handling me as I pretended to resist, wet and soft cocks still hanging from their pants. Surrounding me he continued filming as I felt fingers slip into my mouth, pull on my nipple clamps, hands slap my ass cheeks, fondle my balls and pull on my caged clitty that began leaking again. One of the men noticed this and removing the ball gag from around my neck that was already covered in their cum, placed the gag against my leaking clitty spreading my own juices over the ball gag. The gag was then passed around and each man pulled off some strands of their pubic hair and stuck them onto the inside of the gag. A moment later the gag was raised to my mouth and forced in, another man buckling it tight behind my head. The odour of cum was intense whilst my mouth was lined with their combined sticky juice and my tongue covered in many strands of pubic hair, as I leaned forward towards the camera they continued slapping and squeezing my ass, the end of my leash now pulled through the padlock on my clitty cage. They took turns pulling on the leash, painfully raising my caged clitty up towards my abdomen, exposing my small balls that they gently slapped as well, as the ass spanking became more intense and rapid. I let myself go, enjoying the humiliating attention just as much as they seemed to enjoy humiliating and degrading this worthless fuck hole that I had now become. With a few more painful tugs on my clitty and ass spankings the three men finally stepped back as master turned off the camera, and I had a chance to look around at my surroundings.

I was standing on a poorly maintained lawn next to some old stables and large farm shed with a few large gnarly trees behind me and a flat ugly landscape surrounding us. As I looked over the farm around me master pulled an old pair of silk white panties from his pocket and passed them around to each stranger who wiped his cock and balls dry of my saliva and cum with them. Once each of them had wiped themselves they handed the wet and sticky panties back to master. After zipping up their pants two of the strangers I had sucked off quickly disappeared leaving my master and I on the lawn alone with the stranger. I stood there head lowered as required when around him, the intense odour of cum still assailing my nostrils, the sticky cum beginning to dry over my face and chest under the warm sun. Master then stretched the silk panties and began sliding them over my head, with the back of the wet and sticky panties pulled down over my eyes, nose and mouth until they were stretched over my face, and the elastic beneath my chin. Almost blindfolded by them, and only able to see shadows and movement, the odour of cum was almost overwhelming as I sucked air through the silk and into my nose, salvia dribbling from my gag continuing to wet the panties over my lips. He then moved behind me and pulling the panties back and tight across my face knotted them together behind my head, leaving my ears and earrings free. I moved my head slightly in a vain attempt to loosen the sticky panties stretched tight against my face, as I heard the stranger snicker in amusement as I then heard tape being pulled off a roll and then felt the tape being pressed against my gagged mouth over the panties and wrapped tightly around my head 4 or 5 times. With my mouth completely covered by the tape I was left to breathe through my nose and through the smelly panties. With my g-string still stretched around my thighs I saw movement in front of me as the stranger took my leash connected to my clitty cage and threaded through the ring in my collar, and tugged on it harshly, pulling painfully on my cage as I felt him pull on it as he began walking forward. Totally helpless I was forced to hobble behind him, only able to see shadows in front of me, as he led me towards the farmhouse. He's pace was deliberately a little too brisk for me in high heels and with ankles bound, forcing me to hobble and stumble along to prevent more pain in my clitty as he held the leash taught, with my nipple clamps swinging painfully as well. I'm sure master was loving the complete humiliation of his sissy sex slave but as I was dragged further along I sensed he'd gone elsewhere. Breathing rapidly and disorientated I suddenly felt concrete under my heels as the shadows darkened through my panties.