Warning – Long Post, ill have tdlr at the bottom.

I've been a bit MIA due to stress/depression but I finally had a chance to relax/have fun over the memorial day weekend - I felt like a true sissy slut for the first time.

Preface – I’ve been into sissy porn since 2015 and started being a part-time sissy the beginning of this year. I consider myself reserved/bashful/shy (I know it’s an oxymoron for a sissy to be modest). I’ve had real-life experiences of being a sissy at parties/events/dungeons in my local kink scene however, I feel like I just had my first sissy slut experience this past Memorial Day weekend.

I wanted to write a post on the sequence/events of my Saturday and Sunday nights. I'll have pics/gifs to help paint a better picture of my nights... In a later post, I want to go into a bit of detail about how the 3 elements of Chastity+Poppers+Sissy Hypno played significant roles in making me feel like a true sissy slut…

Saturday Night:

As soon as I put back on my chastity cage (I took a 2 month’s break), I was filled with incredible lust/sexual thirst… I honestly wasn’t planning on getting poppers, but I was so damn horny that I decided to go to my local sex store to get some. I’ve only taken poppers once, but I remember the feeling and wanted to see if I could connect with sissy hypno. I’ve really never been a huge fan of sissy hypno – blame my short-term attention spam/preference (my fav. Sissy porn is amateur sissy chastity porn).

I’ve been to this sex store a few times so I’ve become a bit comfortable with the store and layout. Advice for anyone that’s never been to a sex store – go in the evening…and wear your chastity cage when you go… and don’t be shy about asking for help! When I got there, I first actually tried on a few corsets (over my clothes) – the female worker was extremely happy/friendly in helping me put them on. We actually had a very nice long talk about our kinks – she was very surprised/interested in my sissification/chastity fetish (showed her a few of my sissy pics… she was blown away hehe). As more ppl started to shop up, that was my queue to leave, so I just went to the counter and got the cheapest poppers (Rush).

I finally got started to dress up/put makeup on around 10:30 pm and finished around 11:30 pm. Not my best makeup but I was a bit rusty/stressed/trying different eye-shadow colors. As soon as I finished, I decided to dress up cute in a sweater/skirt. I took a lot of pics and filmed myself fucking my dildo (see photos/gif).

https://www.reddit.com/r/StellasParaydce/comments/v2yhuc/ssssssh/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3

I set up my phone video, placed my dildo on the bathroom floor, put on sissy hypno, smoked some weed, and took a hit of poppers. The poppers hit instantly has my whole body filled with heat. The combo of poppers/weed made me feel extremely floaty/loosie goosey. I probably only fucked my dildo for like 3 mins – the squatting position isn’t the most comfortable for me, so I decided to pack my things and go to my room.

https://www.redgifs.com/watch/productivefinedormouse

I really wanted to fuck in doggystyle and watch hypno on my big tv. When I got to my room, it took me some time to set up the room and get comfortable – I placed my dildo on the side of the bed frame and fucked myself in doggy (probably fucked in doggy for about 10 min). Fucking in doggy seems more comfortable than squatting for me (blame my chubby body, thick thighs, bad shoulder, etc.). Watching hypno on my tv was a very new/interesting experience – tbh I was really focusing on fucking my dildo and the aspect of watching on a larger tv was a little overwhelming.

I decided after a few min to smoke some more weed and proceeded to go lay in my bed – I feel the most comfortable fucking my dildo/watching porn in bed, particularly on my side and laying upright/laying on top of the dildo. I took a few more hits of poppers and proceeded to watch hypno – at this point, the combination of hypno/poppers hit me like never before. I felt like I broke that 4th wall and I started to get mesmerized. My body become so relaxed that fucking my dildo became so easy (I also haven’t fucked my dildo in a few months - unmotivated/I’ve only worn plugs when I go to events). But still, with the poppers, my dildo was sliding in and out of my ass like you wouldn’t believe.

I watched a good amount of hypno and took a few more hits of poppers but I spent the last part of my goon sesh on bdsmlr/reddit looking at pics/gifs/captions. I was trying so hard to give myself a hands-free/sissygasm – I almost reached those climax moments but the poppers started to wear off. It was a very frustrating feeling on reaching the top of the climax only to fall a bit short. So, I had to rub/jiggle my chastity cage while I was fucking myself. I eventually went back to sissy hypno (sissygasm/handsfree hypno) – within about 3 min I came like a river. I don’t think I’ve ever come that much in life… I’m usually hesitant to eat cum… but my body/hands instinctively made me slurp up all my filthy mess (remember if cum ever cum you have to slurp it back up!). After a break, I cleaned myself/my room and passed out.

Overall, my Saturday night started/ended at 10:30 pm – 4:00 am. I gooned for about 3 hours total… I was so exhausted… but still very horny even though I came (thank you chastity)… which made my Sunday even crazier… I did have slight effects of the poppers but I think it was mainly due to lack of sleep/rest.

https://twitter.com/stellasparadyce/status/1530968027709288450

Sunday Night:

So, after my Saturday goon sesh, I woke up so tired/hungover but still very very horny. Since I had Monday off, I knew that I was going to have another wild night with hypno/poppers. I was fiending to get on poppers and watch hypno. I, unfortunately, didn’t have the free time/luxury to dress up/put on makeup but I did put on my schoolgirl skirt and thigh-high socks (see gif). I had to be a little mindful as I was not alone in my house/upstairs. I prepared a little bit better this time around by having plenty of water at hand and recognized that I needed more breaks in between.

https://www.redgifs.com/watch/gloriousheartyinvisiblerail

I didn’t mess around with my setup – I went straight to my bed and went straight into watching hypno. I took a hit of poppers and wham bam thank you ma’am – I was in wrap speed into my goon sesh quicker/faster than I was on Saturday…

I was essentially tweeting in real-time which hypnos I was watching (I was primarily watching hypnos associated with chastity and handsfree/sissygasm) – It was kinda fun having an audience following me in real-time. I would probably take 2 or 3 hits per hypno vid, rest, drink some water, pee, tweet, then go back to hypno. I vividly remembered how easy I was fucking myself with my dido – it was like riding a bike…. My ass ate it up like the cookie monster, which actually fucking made me even harder/hornier in my cage.

I tried so so so hard to give myself a sissygasm/handsfree… I got so so so close… which unfortunately made me hit the poppers in rapid succession (I highly do not advise this – especially for beginners – you need to pace yourself… which I didn’t). Again I was frustrating/horny that I eventually had to rub/jiggle my cage – which again I came like a damn hurricane poured on me…

After I came/ate up my mess… I had to chill in my bed… I took so many poppers that my ears were tingling, my hands shaking, and my lips were blue. I had to get up calm myself down, eat and drink water for about an hour before I went to bed…

So overall Sunday, I started around midnight – finished around 3:00 am… It was more direct/to the point than Saturday, however, the hypno sesh was much stronger/effective… I actually had dreams of sissy hypno. Here are a few of my favorite hypnos:

https://twitter.com/stellasparadyce/status/1531184985692151809

https://twitter.com/stellasparadyce/status/1531177486947692545

https://twitter.com/stellasparadyce/status/1531169610317316096

I was completely drained… on Monday… the effects of my Sunday poppers were def. playing a role but I really really felt like a true sissy slut for the first time… I told myself that I would wait until Friday to do it again… but I was too horny and did a quick popper/hyno sesh last night…

https://www.redgifs.com/watch/yummyagedsnowgeese

As mentioned, in another post I want to go into more details on how Chastity+Poppers+Sissy Hpyno = made me feel like a true sissy slut… I feel like my appetite/craving of experiencing being a true sissy slut has finally opened… I feel like it’s going to be a wild summer for Stella….

TLDR:

• Chastity = Was on a 2-month break from chastity but instantly become horny/lustful once I put it back on Friday. Due to my frustration/denial – I extended my lockup from 3 day weekend to a full week… Chastity has resulted in my craving to fuck my dildo much more frequently.

   

• Poppers = Took Poppers for the first time – was very intense, made me feel super slutty, helped fuck my dildo like a pro, and finally helped connect me with Sissy Hypno. I need to do a better job of managing intake as I certainly felt the risks/side effects of it.

• Sissy Hypno = Was never the biggest fan of hypno but with the help of poppers – they finally clicked with me. I primarily watch chastity/sissygasm/handsfree hypnos. I want to start to watch more variety of hypnos and try to watch them without poppers.

Stella