Hello,

this is a submissive man in search of an alpha woman to relinquish power and control.

Initially this could be in form of casual/regular meetups with no strings attached, but if we gel, I hope it develops into a a female led relationship based on loving affection and sensual domination, possible even 24/7 TPE if our dynamic goes in that direction.

You'll be my leader and confidant, someone who loves me and cares about me, but also uses and abuses me for her amusement and convenience.

What you get is loyalty, obedience and devotion. My role can range from being a vanilla partner to devoted servant, slave and toy.

Submissive feelings towards women first emerged in my early childhood years. The desire to abase myself in front of a strong dominant woman hasn't left me ever since.

Ideally, you are naturally dominant and used to assume the leadership role without the need of reverting to an angry attitude or harsh discipline. Instead, you'll rule my mind and kindle my passion and desire to submit with a sensual approach. Occasionally, if necessary, you'll treat me like a protegee, teach, lead and help me, take me in your arms and console me when I am in emotional distress.

I hope this resonates with your notion of a female led relationship.

As a child, I regarded my female classmates as heavenly beings. They were classy, elegant and sophisticated, whereas the boys were brutish and inept. Out of this deep admiration grew a desire to submit and abase myself. I craved a form of loving humiliation and an attractive female classmate of mine became the protagonist in my vivid imaginations. She took charge of me, played with my mind, and humiliated me in front of her friends, only to console and caress me afterwards, while telling me how much she appreciated my devotion and passion to submit.

Unfortunately, over time, I never met the ideal woman to realize this power dynamic in form of a committed long term relationship. I came across talented, attractive, and incredibly bright women who had no kinky desires and no ambition to take charge of me. On the other hand, I also encountered women who were mean and calculating. But what I am looking for is someone with a strong dominant personality who effortlessly gets her way. She will take me under her wing and view me, first and foremost, as her beloved partner and protegee. However, when she feels like it, she will mess with my mind and play with my insecurities, use and abuse me physically and mentally. Afterwards she'll put me together again and help me back up, after pulling the rug from under my feet.

BDSM practices that appeal to me:

mental bondage
humiliation / degradation
watersports
body worship
biting (passive)
cbt (mild)
cunnilingus (all day long ...)
feet worship
bondage (passive)
whipping/spanking (passive) (mild)
ANR/breast worship
tease and denial
chastity
wearing blindfolds / cuffs / collars
molestation (passive) in day-to-day settings

Non-BDSM activities I do enjoy or am interested in:

technology
science fiction
geo-politics
gardening
cooking
baking