Friend Zoned

 

 

 As a teenager growing up I watched all my friends have relationships! I myself was shy so talking to a girl was terrifying so I was always alone! I was always jealouse of all my guy friends they always got with the girls that I wished I could get with! Yes I was always "The Friend" to all these girls which made me hurt deep inside! I remember looking at these girls thinking how I would treat them like princesses I wanted to just have them look at me the way they looked at my guy friends! I wanted to know what it was like to kiss a girl and have a beautiful girl kiss me! 

 

One of my frist teenage crushes was on this girl named Stormy! She was just the most beautiful teen girls I had ever seen! I met her one summer at this campgrounds near the bay my family would visit during the summer months! Her family had a pop-up camper and they rented a spot over in the woods! Each summer I would wait for her and her parents go make camp at the campgrounds! 

 

When her family showed up I would always greet them and tell them about the great summer the campgrounds had planned for everyone! She was sweet and fun to be around very beautiful! we would hang out together for the whole week of our summer vacation! One time we had a pretty bad rain storm the waves were pretty big but not dangerous to swin in! She put on her two piece bikini I had on my swin trunks! The waves were crashing on the shore and she waded into the waves when a wave hit her and pulled her bikini top off! She was surprised by this quickly turned around before realizing her top was gone! Oh my god she had the sexiest breasts I had ever seen in real life! This was the first time I had actually seen breasts in the flesh! There was this other time I had an inflatable two person boat Stormy and I went over to the boat landing where the water wasn't nearly as rough to paddle around! She sat across from me in her bikini with her legs crossed and I don't think I could take my eyes off her crotch! I tried not to stare I don't know if she knew or not she never said anything about me staring at her crotch! I lost touch with her until Facebook! 

 

Then there was this girl named Jamie I met her while in a church youth group! She had a twine sister her name was Brenda I found that Jamie was far more attractive than her sister! Jamie and I actually dated for a while nothing really serious between her and I! I had hoped and wished that something serious happenend between her and I however nothing! She broke up with me and lost touch with her as well! I found out later she had 2 kids by some guy not sure if she married that guy? 

 

Those were just a couple of girls that I had crushes on as a teenager! For most of my life I was a single masturbating to porn magazines or porn videos! Fast forward a few years I'm 21yr old working at a movie theatre I had been working there for one year and was given a weeks vacation with pay! When I come back from my paid vacation and pick up my paycheck I notice the managers had hired some new people! I was a little worried that I had been replace while on vacation! 

 

When I returned from my paid vaction there were several new hired all high school juniors! One was a male teen named Paul he was gay two teen girls Becca and Rebecca! They all went to the same High School all three were Juniors in High school about to be Seniors! Both girls were very attractive both 5'2 Becca had short brown hair Rebecca had long brown hair to the middle of her back! Becca was petite small med breasts Rebecca was curvy 36D breasts beautiful brown eyes beautiful voice great laugh beautiful smile sweet kind caring! The thing of it is I wouldn't have found these things out about Rebecca had I know tried to get to know more about her friend Becca! I thought what better way to learn about a girl than talking to her friend! The thing is talking to Rebecca I learned about her and found her more attractive as time went on! After some time I found out through a co-worker that Rebecca liked me and she wanted to know if I liked her! I told my co-worker that I did have feelings for Rebecca I was just too damn shy to ask her out! My co-worker told me all I had to do was ask for her number and she would say yes! One night just before closing I summed up the courage to as Rebecca for her number! I went to the box office just before the start of the last movie of the night and asked Rebecca for her number! To my surprise Rebecca said maybe later! Now I was a little taken back by this cause I was told she would say yes yet at the same time I was surprised she didn't say no! Half and hour after the last movie started I went to the box office where Rebecca was straightening up for the night! I said to her that it was later and she slipped me a piece of paper with her number on it! Never in my life had I ever felt so much joy! 

 

 

 

I'll have to continue this later!