I'm sitting here debating on whether I should delete all my social media accounts! I actually feel like just deleting my Facebook Instagram and Twitter accounts! There is nothing real there for me! At the end of the day I'm still alone in my room with no one to talk to no one to be with and left alone to tend to my father who is now suffering from dementia! There is no real joy in my life just loneliness depression and anxiety! 

 

I wish that I could just fade away into nothingness! My fathers dementia I can't sleep for fear he will go outside and wonder off! I sleep between 5 minutes to maybe 30 minutes when he sleeps! Twice he wondered off by himself if it wasn't for a neighbor driving me around the neighborhood I don't know that I would have found him! Right now I don't even feel like being on the internet social media or even watch TV! I feel so bad I don't even want to be on ImageFap and that used to be fun for me! I was reading erotic stories and watching porn videos now none of those things interest me right now! 

 

There is nothing for me here on ImageFap I friend people on here however that's meaningless! I might as well talk to a wall! ;kjsfl;sd;sdjf;ask;lslkdkf;skld;laslkd;alslkddjs;kdjf;asklj;askldkjas;kldjf;lkasdjfaskdjfask;ldjf