My various panties perversions are probably the rarest of my fetishes.  I've been thinking about them lately, so I thought it'd be a good time to write up a blog discussing them in more detail.  Plus panty fetishes are pretty rare in women, so I'm sure a lot of guys will be interested in reading about it from a woman's perspective.

Wearing Other Girl's Panties

It started because I was bi, but too shy to openly admit my interest in girls.  I thought about how nice it'd be to see and touch another girl's pussy all the time.  I didn't really think about tasting them, even though I liked to taste my own juices, probably because I didn't know about cunnilingus yet.  Hiding my interest may have helped turn these thoughts into something of an obsession, one that's stayed with me since.  

Eventually it hit me that other girl's panties rubbed against their pussy all day long while they were wearing them, and if I could wear their panties, it'd be a small way of getting closer to their pussy.  It's seriously twisted logic, but I was in middle school and horny all the time.  It isn't too surprising I came up with such bizarre logic when you consider that. 

I managed to get some clean panties from my best friend and really enjoyed wearing them.  I'd think about how her pussy had been rubbing the same cloth that was rubbing my pussy and it made me really happy.  (And horny.)  I mainly wore them overnight, sleeping in them and changing into my own panties in the morning.  I never wore any clean pairs out of the house, partly because I stopped trying to get them after three pairs or so.

Wearing Dirty Panties 

"Borrowing" clean panties from my friends was difficult, though.  I didn't know where they kept them, so I had to hunt through drawers.  That meant time alone in their bedroom without them.  Even when I spent the night with my friends, this was hard to pull off.  We tended to be together most of the time, with only short breaks apart.  It was really frustrating.  I only ever found where my best friend kept her panties.

The turning point came when I went to the bathroom at another friend's house and the cover was off their clothes hamper.  I saw my friend's panties in there, and took them out.  The idea of wearing them was weird, but not disgusting.  I took them home to give me time to decide if I wanted to wear them or not.

Safely locked in my bedroom at home I looked the dirty panties over, felt the crotch, and finally tried them on.  They felt the same as my own.  And a bonus: Knowing they hadn't been washed since my friend's pussy had rubbed on them made me super happy.  And my pussy a bit tingly.

After that it was easy.  Nearly all my friends had clothes hampers in their bathrooms, often hidden in a closet.  I would "borrow" up to two pairs most times I visited, and bring back previous pairs after I'd worn them a while.  Because I kept the number of panties per friend low, I never had a large amount of dirty panties available.  That was okay, because I wore the ones I had over and over.

After getting used to wearing dirty panties, wearing them multiple times didn't bother me. At first I mainly wore them overnight to sleep in, but over time I started wearing them to school as well.  I loved talking to a friend at school while wearing her dirty panties, without her knowing it.  It felt really naughty and perverted.

The first year of high school I stopped wearing them as often, largely because I had less opportunities to get panties.  Then my second year I got a very open-minded girlfriend who managed to get me to tell her about liking to wear dirty panties.  She made it a goal to indulge me with that fetish and I probably wore other girl's dirty panties at least equally as often as my own, if not more so.  (Not just hers, lots of other girls.)  I also did it in college, but by then I could only really get them from my suitemates, limiting it to just three women.

After college I stopped doing it, because I had few opportunities to get panties.  I miss doing it. 

Cum-Soaked Panties

This one's new, only picked it up in the past year.  I've been getting strangers to rape me and cum inside me, and I enjoy pulling panties on as soon as possible after they're done to soak up the cum as the excess runs out. I love the feeling of my panties full of cum while it's still warm.  Once it cools off, it's a bit icky and I bring panties to change into.

I let the cum dry out, then keep them with a tag attached noting the day and time the cum was squirted into my pussy.  They're basically souveniers of each stranger's creampie.  But I also enjoy wearing them occasionally.  I don't wear them long, because I don't want to get them much dirtier, but it's nice to have that stranger's cum rubbing against my pussy while I remember his dick inside me.

I think I'd enjoy wearing cum-soaked panties from strangers as well, but haven't figured out a good way to make that happen.  I'd want to know as little as possible about the guy, so am not interested in meeting them in person to obtain the panties.  I haven't found a way to allow guys to mail me panties without revealing my real name/address, so for now I'm not bothering with it.  Maybe some day.