Christen, Christen , Christen that was all i had thought about since he caught me in his sisters 

clothes and had me suck his beautiful cock. after wards when he told me he thought 

that i was gay and had planned that night and hoped it would turn out the way it did. i 

didn't think i was gay, but wondered what made doug think i was. i did have this 

attraction to him, even more now after feeling his cock in my mouth. i wanted him in me 

all the time it seemed, but christian told me that we couldn't let anybody know how we felt. 

he let me know that he considered me the submissive one of us and the feminine one, 

since i liked to dress as one, which was all right with me, cause i felt that way also, 

about wanting to be girl and pleasing him. so we had to hide are feelings and actions 

from every one. since he liked me being feminine i watched all the girls and women in 

order to try to become more like i wanted, and Christen too. i was pleasing Christen, but i also

was becoming so i could relate to girls more too. they were liking me to be around them 

a lot more and i felt i fit in place with them more. i was so much more comptable 

hanging around with them. Christen told me that our friends and classmates told him that if 

i hadn't been so friendly with the girls the way i was acting they might have thought i 

was becoming gay. i still didn't see where they fought that, since i thought of myself as a

girl and a guy, i guess. well what had me thinking of Christen now was after so long since him 

and i had the chance to be alone. we were almost to my house. walking from his. it had 

been a long day of playing basketball, we were both pretty good and like doing what we 

were good at. it also took my mind off sucking his cock. he was carrering a sack he had 

got from his house. i hadn't thought any thing about it, but when we got inside my 

house. he pulled out what looked like a blue day dress with big flower design, well not 

real big. he said it was his sisters. she put it in rummage and he got it out for me, for 

tonight.he knew we were going to be alone. i wanted to put it on right away but we both 

got cleaned up. i about died thinking of the wait and my heart beat so fast thinking of 

what we might do. he was waiting in my bed when i came into the room after i cleared 

up. i was wearing his gift. i got dizzy seeing him, with his hard on. i must have got to 

excited. but caught myself. he said well come on sweetie, haven't    you been waiting 

long enough. i thought it was so loving that he thought of me wanting. oh silly it will be 

worth the wait. i ran over to the bed and started loving on his cock. he said i love you 

and i chummed right then, just from hearing those words, but took i lot longer for him to 

cum, much to my delight. i sucked and suck kissed and licked. i loved on his cock until 

my jaw hurt, but it was all so worth it, then he cummed. he then started sucking and 

nipping on my nipples. i never thought i would enjoy that so much, but as he told me 

later, i was the girl, girls love their nips loved on, so that made me love it even more 

whenever he did anything to them. the next morning i was laying in his arm and he was 

gently pulling on them. i felt so much loved