I have for many years now been fascinated with the beauty of ladyboys, TG's, TS, TV's especially asian girls (bt do love to watch a lot of non asian feminine girls too) and have watched a lot os porn (and still do to this day) about these beautiful girls, and seeing them being able to make themselves cum is such a turn on for me, and i dream of being able to do that to them myself. When one day i came across (excuse the pun) a girl making herself cum handsfree with a dildo. OMG it was so erotic, I searched again and again wtahhing these girls make themselves cum hands free. some were hard, some were limp, but all were pouring out beautiful white juices and it was obvious they were cumming and they werent even touching themselves to cum, they were just sliding there toys, of many shapes and sizes in and out o themselves...

 Well, I will try anything once as long as no pain is involved, and so went online and ordered a variety of toys, lits of lube and a method of cleaning myself and when all had I arrived i prepared myself.

 I started to drink lots of alcohol, well 3 pints which nowadays is a very lot to me, as dutch courage and laid out all the toys i had purchased in size order and carried on watching all these beautiful girls cumming on my laptop as i prepared myself for what, i didnt know. was it going to hurt, could i go through with it, but the idea of being able to cum, and the alcohol, made me want to find out. I started to slide the smallest toy in me after using lots of lube and suddenly i started to go limp, but the girl in the video i was watching, was limp and still cumming, so i carried on. At first there was some resistanec, but then suddenly it was inside me and the feeling was nice. I think the mixture of alcohol and lots of lube helped and so i started to slowly slide it in and out of me, as the girl was doing in the video. I then tarted to slide it in and out faster and faster, sometimes taking it out completely and adding more lube, then thrusting back inside me and the feeling were incredible. When suddenly my whol body started to shake and quiver, just like it does when you are about to have an intense orgasm and i though, my god, this is it and looking down as i felt this this huge build up of pressure take over me, i expected to see white cum pouring from me, but no...instead my face and body was suddenly covered in a warm clear liquid and in lots of quantities.

 At first i panicked thinking i had drunk too much and that i had peed myself, but then why did i have the feeling that i had just had the most immense orgasm I had ever had and was certain that i had just cum. As my body relaxed, i lubbed up another toy, being a bit bigger, thinking maybe it was down to size, i relaxed again watching the girls on the porn and started to toy myself again. Withing no time, my whole body was shaking and i was going through the same immense pleasure of just about to cum and looking down again in the hope that white cum would be pouring from me, i squirted again and again and again, sliding the toy in and out of me as the feeling was of such immense pleasure was overwhelming and i swear i was having multiple orgasms as this warm clear liquid covered my whole body again and again. I thought back to my first wife, as she used to squirt when she orgasmed and i used to love making her squirt into my mouth and swallow every beautiful drop and so i tried the same and, yes it tasted similar, so am i squirting the same as my wife did?

 Was i happy...actually, yes i was as i had given myself multiple orgasms and what guy can say they can do that and the incredible intense feelings i had when sliding those toys inside me have increased my desires tenfold. Okay, so i hsd to throw the bedding and duvet away and now have a waterproof cover i use when i play and have bought many different shaped and sized toys since in the hope that one day i can cum in that deluded way, but am not disspointed when i dont. I now drink lots of water before i play and found the more i drink, not only the more i squirt, but the longer i can play for, sometimes up to a couple of hours as i get carried away.

i have since then added another means of excitment to my playtimes. A woman i dated used to love me wearing female clothing when we made love and it was the only way it turned her on and unbeknown to her it was turning me on too. We would buy many outfits and wear them together and she loved us wearing nothing but sexy female attire when in each others places together and the more i wore, the more it turned me on too. I now ear these same outfits when i play and also when alone in my place and when i squirt and soak myself it feels even better in stockings and panties and skirts or dressed than over my naked body. 

i still watch porn up too and when am playing, dreaming of me being with that ladyboy, TG, TS, TV and doing to her what she is doing and her doing the same to me and one day would love to feel a strap on being slid into be with a sexily dressed girl doing that to me or the real thing sliding deep inside me from a sexy TG, TS or TV and feeling them actually cum inside me and will that make me squirt even more, I hope one day I can find out for real...I can ony but dream at the moment.

 In the meantime, I will still dress whilst alone here and watch porn and make myself have the most intense orgasms squirting my juices all over myself again and again and hope you like how i got to this point.