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I am a devoted lifelong masturbator.
You can call me a wanker, a jerk-off, a stroker, whatever you want, but I am a masturbator.
I have loved masturbating since I first discovered how good it felt to play with my penis. This was back before I had any pubic hair, and certainly before I had ever ejaculated--cum off.
I was amazed at how much fun it was to play with my cock, and I was surprised at how much my cock grew and how stiff it became when I played with it.
The first time I actually ejaculated--I must have had many "dry orgasms" by then, and thought that was all there was--I was stunned.
What the heck is all this creamy liquid coming out of my penis? And it feels fantastic, what is it?
Well, that just got things rolling didn't it, because if it feels good once, you're definitely going to try it again, aren't you?
It certainly did feel good, in fact it felt great, and pretty soon I was playing with my cock all the time. I had to be discrete, it was long enough ago that it was kind of frowned upon, much more so than now.
But as I got into high school--I went to an all boys day prep school--I had moved up to the third floor of our house, and it had a door at the bottom of the stairs up, so I would know if someone was coming up.
Perfect! I could jerk off just as much as I wanted, and I wanted to a lot.
I had to study very hard, and I was frequently up late studying, long after the rest of the family had gone to bed, so I would usually masturbate the whole time I was studying.
Lots and lots of studying equaled lots and lots of masturbating, which was fine with me.
I was kind of shy, definitely tall and gawly, kind of awkward, and it was an all boys school, so it was tricky to meet girls.
The other guys in school seemed to do okay, but I never had much luck. I really didn't date at all until I was a senior, and then not that much, as I spent so much time studying so as to get into a good college.
I has a couple of girlfriends, but it never got sexual beyond some light making out, none of them ever touched my penis, even from outside my pants.
I was never sexually confident, and I still am not, but I know one thing I can rely on, and that is masturbation.
I went to college, although I never finished, and in a coed environment I met girls, and was introduced to sex, which of course was an amazing discovery. This cut into my masturbating, but it seemed a good compromise at the time.
As time went on, I met someoen, we got along personally and sexually, and we got married. This was fine, it really was, but after a while the longing to play with my own cock resurfaced, and I started masturbating on the sly.
Mmm, it felt great to handle my cock myself again.
I mean, sex with my wife was great, especially when I discovered that she was a willing and experienced cocksucker--now that was fun! It was almost as much fun as masturbating, especially because she liked it when I would kneel over her and fuck her mouth, and then finish up in her pussy. That was good.
That marriage ended when we both grew out of it. There were girlfriends, and another wife --I am still married--, but through all the relationships, the one constant was masturbation.
My cock was always there for me--my favorite toy.
Sex with others was great in its place, but as far as masturbation went, I knew exactly what I wanted, and exactly how to get it, and without the distraction of having to please someone else, I was free to please myself, just exactly as I liked.
So here I am. The one constant in my life is masturbation. That has remained the same for me my whole life--how much I love to masturbate, play with my cock and my balls, slowly, slowly bring myself to shuddering orgasms, where I have to lie down afterwards.
I greatly enjoy masturbating online with other men, sometimes with women, but with men mostly. Two guys pleasuring their own cocks is so much fun, thinking and verbalizing all the dirty thoughts.
It is so much fun!
I have been on ImageFap for quite a while, with several different pages. I understand how people cycle through pages. You get to a point where it is time to nuke the page and start over.
I realized that the pages I like the best are the ones where people put full face, exposed pictures of themself up--engaged in their preferred sexual activity being the best.
I realized I respected that courage and resolved to move towards that.
To that end, I started putting pics up of myself masturbating, showing my cock and how I like to give myself pleasure.
And so I realized that what I really wanted to do was put up full face pics of myself masturbating. I figured if anyone from ImageFap were to see me in "real life", they would be a masturbator, male or female, and what problems are they going to cause?
So that is what brings me to where my page is today--full face pics of me masturbating.
The next step of course, is pics of me masturbating with another man, but that hasn't quite happened yet.
We'll see...
Meanwhile, everybody get your cocks out, or ladies get your hands in your panties, and let's stroke one out together!
More to follow...
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