I found myself single just 1 month from our 20th anniversary. I'll not go into details, but I am now living alone in my mid 60's. So I decided that I would take this time to do the things I always wanted.

  I tried putting ads out to meet guys for sex and do the things I liked and try new ones. This did not work out very well. I stated exactly what I was looking for, my limits, and when I could meet. I got a number of responses. Most disregarded what was stated. A few thought they could just pop up anytime. Thankfully we never met. One guy I talked to for a while and felt safe enough to text. We had along horny conversation. Then he started texting me every 10 minutes and getting clingy, so I blocked him. I took down the ad and will just forget that.

  I started shopping for sex toys in November. I got a ribbed anal probe that is real nice. I also got a 6" dildo that is not very thick. I played with these for a while and decided to bet more. I got a vibrating cock ring which is ok. I got a penis pump which was very neat. It took my soft cock and erected it. Felt very nice. I got another dildo that is very lifelike. It warms up, vibrate and thrusts. I have not used it analy yet, but I have been practicing sucking. Just wish it came. I got a toy that is like a cap you put on your cock head. It has a vibrating bullet on each side and I have gotten some excellent cums from that.

  The best toy so far is a Fleshlight. I have never felt anything so tight before. The first time I used it I came in about 4 thrusts.Felt so great. I used it with the vibrator on and it was even better.  I am saving up my pennies and hope to get a toy that automatically sucks. The toys are fantastic, but I would really love to have the real thing