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My Evolution and journey to sissy cumslut. Milestone 1
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Through my teens I enjoyed crossdressing. I started by ‘borrowing' some of my older sister's clothes and make up. Immediately it felt wonderful and sexy. When everyone was out, I would dress up and just walk around the house as my female alter ego. (This was late 70s and early 80s - I had long auburn hair, then.) There was an exciting element of danger to it as there was a chance someone could come home early and catch me and, in addition, I always kept the curtains open ( OMG! If someone had looked in?) It really brought out my feminine side, which I've come to appreciate over the years as a very important and sometimes dominant part of my psyche. As I grew more accustomed to it, I recognised that I really was feeling free and celebrating a part of me that had been laying dormant.
I was quite limited to the times I could be my ‘other' self as It was only when the house was going to be empty for a while. I was really lucky as there were a few occasions when I could invite a couple of 'like-minded' friends from school to come over and we'd dress up together. It just seemed natural. We'd sit, chat and gossip as our female selves. There were lots of knowing looks and in-jokes between us at school afterwards.
University came along, girlfriends, marriage, family and career and so my ‘her inside' had to be hidden away and kept a secret. Much later, now (hopefully not too late) I'm starting to recognise how important this is to me - it's an integral part of me, after all. I need to explore my hidden self again, even if it is covertly from within the confines of my marriage.
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Posted on : Jan 4, 2022
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