Ive always enjoyed a bit of cross dressing in the closet from time to time over the years. Of late however, I have increasingly experienced a deseire to share this side of myself and it seems that a more experienced, discerning , mature gentleman would be the perfect candidate for this. So I spend my days fantasizing about a mature manly man who knows how to make a gurl feel special, someone who knows how to be soft and romantic on one hand, while perverse and dirty on the other hand.  I want to be made to feel like an elegant lady and a dirty cock sucking whore all at once. 

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