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My wanking
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I'm a wanker. That's my sexual category. Some people are fuckers either of women or men which needs partnership. I'm a wanker. My own penis is all I need. When I see a woman, I don't wonder what it would be like to fuck her, I wonder what it would be like to be masturbated by her. Naturally, I'm a big cfnm guy. It's a form of submission and role-reversal, I know. I want her to dominate me with her hand or watch me while I masturbate. I fantasise about wanking with guys too but being submissive to a woman is a different thing because of the competition between the sexes which always favours women. I see them as being more powerful therefore desirable as dominators. Of course, when I was younger I liked fucking women but for me fucking and masturbating are two different things and I've chosen masturbation. Even the words wanking and masturbating are exciting. I fantasise about women, the softness of their bodies, the sheer beauty of tits of almost any shape and the wetness of cunts but what I'm doing is masturbating about these things. I think I was seven or eight when I started masturbating, maybe even younger. I don't remember discovering how but it became one of the most powerful forces in my life. I've spent entire days playing with myself and wanking. You tire of a woman eventually but never of your cock. Years ago, I learned that Tom Wolfe, a writer – not that one - who is probably little read now, used to play with himself while he worked. I don't do that myself but I often stop work to have a wank if the urge comes. One of the things that men can't reconcile to is that women control sex. That's not going to change; in fact feminism is going to make that control more and more rigorous. Wanking is freedom from that.
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Posted on : Dec 24, 2021
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