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Jail
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You realise straight away in jail that there is no privacy, you're never alone ever. You piss, shit, wank and screw in front of others. You get used to it fast. I was surprised there were so many women wardens. At first it embarrassed me but I got used to not having secrets. My first full day, a black woman warden, middle aged, came into the cell I shared with another white guy. She sat on the bunk opposite his and watched as he slid his pants down and wanked for her all the way. That's a good boy she said when he finished. I've always masturbated a lot but privately. I realised at once that if I did it in prison, it would never be alone. A couple of morning after the experience with the black woman, I pushed my sheet back and started wanking. I didn't look at my cell mate but I knew he was watching. I felt him move to my bedside and whisper “want a hand with that.” I hadn't been masturbated by another guy since I was 16 but I had no problem with him taking me which he did quickly. After that, we were lovers. There was nothing we didn't do to each other. I discovered that I liked having the women around. They'd watch with amusement while the guys wanked and fucked each other openly. Their watching made the male wardens excited too. Some inmates were lovers with the male wardens but I never did that. One night when there were only women on duty, all black, they took me and my cellmate to their office in the nude. There were half a dozen of them drinking and smoking and laughing. They compared us the same way guys do with women and then made us fuck each other's asshole while they watched and commented. That happened several times. Jail dehumanises you so I didn't think to protest when the women used me. They never let us touch them. After I got out and started living with my wife again, I missed sex with other men. I couldn't tell her but I really wanted to be fucked like in jail. I started to go to a gay bar on the other side of town and let myself be picked up by anyone who was interested. Blacks I always said yes to because they were black and because I never saw one who didn't have a big cock to suck and have inside me. My wife found out somehow and went home to her mother after telling me I was disgusting. It meant I could have lovers over at my house and that's the way it is now.
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Posted on : Dec 11, 2021
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