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Virginal wanking
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Can you remember when you were a virgin. You were living at home before computers and your only access to porn was dirty pictures you hid. Or maybe the odd glimpse of your mom or sister who didn't really count. Maybe seeing your mom's tits embarrassed you. Girls didn't put out in those days so you wanked using pure imagination, not knowing what real sex was like. The coveted female body and what it was like to touch when naked was a mystery but your cock was real and wanking it was irresistible. Was masturbation better then? I think it was, or at least the freedom of it, which is why we continue to masturbate all our lives. I thought I'd stop when I got married but I didn't, even when fucking my wife was still fun instead of being boring and routine. Hand fucking myself was always better; better than that was the fact that I could wank whenever I wanted. No waiting till she was in the mood. I like porn but I remember the intense pleasure I had lying in bed in the morning after my wife got up to see to the children. I'd have an hour alone to pull back my foreskin and gently edge the sensitive underside of my cock while fantasising about anything I liked. No pics, just fantasies. It could be the woman next door and her daughter or an actress I liked or even wanking with another guy. I didn't need porn for that. I could just imagine my way to a terrific orgasm. Then came the internet and Photoshop and I could make nudes of any woman I had a headshot of which Facebook kindly supplies. I aways use bodies like the one's they really had – skinny for skinny, big tit for big tit - which made them more authentic. I didn't need to have real sex with the women I met or saw in the movies. I could wank over the pics I made of them instead and imagine doing anything I liked to them. I was free instead of being dependent. My ex-wife who knew I masturbated alone while we were married asked some time after we divorced if I still did it. You can imagine my answer.
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Posted on : Dec 3, 2021
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