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i don't think that any young girl will masturbate without playing out erotic scenarios in her head.
as i've already told you, air pumps have dominated my sexual life since i was very young, and i had my first orgasms when i pumped my colon full of air. i usually masturbated by riding my pussy on a rubber air pump. i had the hose of the pump in my butt hole and inflated my colon by pressing my pussy into the soft rubber again and again until i came with my belly pumped to the bursting point. it was infinitely pleasurable from the start and i still do it that way today.
but now to my fantasies that took place in my head: when i started pumping, my fantasies were purely lesbian and 100% maso (in the meantime i also like other things - but the first experiences are somehow always the best).
so when i masturbated with my air pump as a young girl, i often imagined a teacher of mine or even my aunt pumping me mercilessly.
although my horniness often drove me to inflate my colon to the point of pain, and the orgasms that followed were often so violent that they shook my whole body, like an epileptic seizure, i never thought at first that my colon could burst.
then one day i discovered picture stories on the internet in which pumped-up women and girls burst at the moment of their climax. i have to admit, it repulsed me a bit at first. but as soon as the thought was sown in my teenage brain, it began to conquer my sexual fantasies.
i often imagined my teacher or my aunt pumping me up until i burst like a balloon. they were usually loving and strict at the same time and made me understand that i needed to explode at the end of the pumping.
in the meantime, i also love sadistic fantasies and often imagine myself making my current pumping partners (of which i have already had a few in real life) burst. i am then usually especially loving towards them while imagining their explosive death. i enjoy this little betrayal of my sex partners.
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