It started at a friends parent's party, they had guest and my friend's mom wore some heels  then later changed to slippers. My buddy went under the table so i followed, he took his mom's slippers off and started rubbing her feet. He told me to try it and I fell in love, smooth silky, I was hooked. One morning I got up early thinking my mom left early to work, so I went into her drawers and found some pantyhose. Something told me to put them on so I did, but also I seen some black hip huggers and a black bra so I put them on. As I was looking in the mirror and loving how the nylon and silk felt on my skin I get a surprise and my mom comes through the back door, she went and gave the landlord's a  haircut, I was busted. She laughed probabaly cause I was like 8 or 9, told me to take them off. Never talked about it. So one day a kid in my building asked my mom if it was alright for me to come up and play with him, he was much older. So went he was at home by himself everybody was working. He told me  that he never had a girlfriend and wanted to know how it felt to kiss. He asked my if he could kiss me , my dumb ass was young and said yes. He got on top of me and held my arms down, but sparked something inside of being held down helpless. I can't explain  it but I liked it. Another day he asked me to kiss his penis I said no, but what I wanted was to raid his mother's drawers and get dressed up and kiss him. Sometimes  I imagine getting dressed with the clothes that I have and see where it could of gone. So I started to experiment going to the basement and finding old clothes my mom and the tenants would store.  Found alot of goodies. Mini dresses , heels, pantyhose panties. So before school I would get up early right after my mom would leave for work go to the basement and dress up. One day I found rope, I remember watching tv and seen women tied up and it would spark something inside of me. So I started to dress up and tie myself. I think I was ten , as I was tied up the rope was near my penis and some white substance came out, I was confused but it felt good. So from their I was trying to get an orgasm every time I dressed and tie myself up. Best time 

Part II coming soon.