When I was 18, I dated a girl that cheated so much and could not stop. It was all behind my back and she got me to enjoy it so she could continue spreading her legs for men. She never regretted any of it and didn't give a fuck how I felt during it. Yes, it upset me but I got to sexualise the pain to turn me into what I am today. After her, I had 5 more girlfriends who openly cheated on me and I became a masochistic cuckold.

So the first time I was chested on? September 1990. I visited my girlfriend on Saturday but could not go out that night to a club. She did and never told me. 2 years later she told me she was facefucked in the car park outside them put up against the wall and fucked from behind bareback by a stranger.