Looking back at my youth. I was in decent shape, More pretty than handsome, get to that wording later.

 

Bottom line, girls rejected me. My wife laiughs "You Were The Jim Morrison Guy" and still a virgin at 18 !!

 

Not exactly, when I was 15, my mom who was in the collectibles business, asked me if it was OK for me to have my own room.

 

My mom had a BF in this town, may have been Davton OH. I stole two pairs of pantyhose and her almost expose her pussy night gown. She was  6 feet tall, her clothes were small on me but at that age and time it was 1978 would not dare buying womens clothes.

 

Skip the backstory but a man accidentially, I was in bet and tried my best to act like girl, he looked me in a way that was difficult to descibe. It got my blood flowing. Then I went to get ice, worked up the guts to walk there in drag. There is he was again.

 

He told me how hot I looked. Then he let me know, he knew I was a guy. rubbed my shoulders and assured me it was OK, I played the girl and leaned into him. We went back to his room.  we got in bed not in bed on top of the bed.

 

Once again he soothed my tension and made me feel sexual. Kiss, deep deep kiss. Never even knew men kissed each other

he stood up, took off his jeans. Never imagined I would be turned on at the site of cock, well he was springy and hard.

 

He got some lube, made me suck his cock and his hands were magical, as were the next few men I fooled around with in the next few weeks.  

 

Ripped open the pantyhose lubs gently up and down and then inside,oooh MYG

 

"Ever Been fucked before"? No. "Ever fatasize about it"? Yes, 

 

"Just bend over relax your ass and do what I tell ya" One of three men who used that line.

 

I bent over "You are incredilble" "So lucky tp be able to fuck a young pretty boy like you "

 

Centered, plunging in, never in my life has a felt anything like it. He nailed me bent over, standing up

and on my back. Looking back wish I said 'Fuck Me Fuck Me to him.

 

Not sure if he came or where for that matter. I remember him jacking off in my face and I tasted a bit

but a full load.  

  

 

 In the following weeks and months, had sex with a few men, This was my only time in drag until I was 23

 

It was not until I was 24 or 25 until I had a any type of heterosexual sex life. Women turned me on and still do, men

do not unless cocks are out.

 

Have maybe 8 or more gay things to confess..tell me if you want to hear more.