Mary Ann

I told him B I had persuaded Bob to share his masturbation with me as instructed. Bob was reluctant but came to like it and he'd do it in front of me in the living room after the girls had gone to bed. I told him it was a form of prayer and homage to God.

When B suggested that Jan should become a “disciple” I demurred because she was so young. I decided that I would have a talk to Jan about penis masturbation to see her reaction. I showed what men do to themselves using a cucumber. She took it quite seriously and asked of her own accord if Daddy did this. I told her that yes, and B too, in fact all men. But it was especially precious to B as a way of praying. I told her that B had done it in my presence. I didn't any pressure on her but I said it was a beautiful act. We talked about it a few times until she asked if she could come with me to B's house.

He was wearing his robe with nothing underneath when we arrived. He put Jan at her ease with some friendly chat and then asked if we would help him pray which was a way of asking permission to remove the robe. Jan told me afterwards that she'd never seen a naked man before, even in pictures. I was surprised at how easily she accepted it.

We proceeded in the usual way without hurry, drinking some coffee and talking about God and how we could please Him. B then asked both Jan and I separately if it was okay to touch himself. He began to play with himself and soon had an erection.

He let Jan have a good look and then asked her if she knew about ejaculation. She said I had told her about it and added quite spontaneously that he could do it. He had a small towel ready and knelt in front of us and masturbated while we all recited the Lord's prayer. After he had cleaned up, he put his robe on again and we all held hands. B said how uplifted he felt. Jan and I said we did too.