Mary Ann

Mary Ann

B was constantly giving me power over him. He never did anything without my permission: could he take his robe off; was it okay to play with himself naked in front of me; could he masturbate? But I didn't see it as power. I saw it as being obedient to God. Once, I can't remember why, I refused him permission to masturbate. I think I was taking my anger at Bob on him. When I got home, I felt remorse so I went back and apologised and said of course he could do it. He never touched me at all at this time.