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 Growing up, I had always been attracted to women. I joined the military and played the masculine role well. At the time, the thought of touching another guy's cock grossed me out. I first became very cock curious by watching shemale porn after I left the military. Seeing these beautiful shemales with cocks was a huge turn on! 

 One of my favorite shemale pornstars of all time is Sylvia Boots. She got into some legal trouble, but she was nonetheless sexy and a turn on to watch. As I began to watch more of her videos, I thought to myself how hot that would be to actually play with a cock. And there is one video of hers where she is with Tony Duncan (aka Mr. 18 Inch). I'd say it was from watching that hot scene that I became unconrollably cock curious. After all, here's this black guy with a huge sexy cock having fun with a shemale! And seeing his cock made me so curious about playing with a big black cock like his!

 Over time, it wasn't just about the females or shemales in a porn video. It was the entire scene, the abstract of the act, that really began to turn me on. Yes. I'm attracted to women. But I began to fall in love with cocks. I let my curiosity get the best of me in 2010, which was the first year I ever got together with a guy.  I was about 33 years old. Up until then, I had only been with women. We didn't have actual sex. We stroked - ourselves and each other - to some hot porn.  It felt great! And I did it again and again.

 I absolutely love feeling a cock get hard in my hand and stroking it. Since 2010, I've stroked many cocks - big cocks, smaller cocks, white cocks, black cocks, older cocks, cocks younger than me (LEGAL, of course). I get so turned on by the idea of making a man a cum. I believe many men are far too afraid of labels and exploring sexuality. It isn't like you can't wash your hands after giving a handjob! 

Several years ago, I hadn't fully accepted this part of me. Over time, I've came to fully accept myself. I don't like to get into labels. I like to think of us as sexual beings. While I am attracted to women, I enjoy getting a guy off much more so than being with a woman. Over time, I've felt a feminine energy around me and inside me. I began to crossdress, and I get more turned on by being a woman for a man than by the thought of being with a woman as a man. 

I am only into safe play. I'm not into actual sex with men. I've given handjobs, used my big soft and jiggly silicone filled breast form tits for titfucking, and given pantyjobs where a guy grinds his cock on my panty covered ass until cumming on me.  Any other safe and creative ways to get a guy off, I'm all for. One thing that makes it all so enjoyable is that it is safe play. I am open to going farther with the right guy, but only as a regular partner and only after full panel STD testing. I am open to sucking a guy, but only if he is wearing a condom. Before 2010, I had only been with women. But I never performed oral sex on a woman. If you think about it, sucking a cock with a flavored condom on it is safer than it would be to perform oral sex on a female. Giving a guy a handjob is safer than having actual intercourse with a woman. 

Some people might think my orientation would place me at a higher risk for STDs. But I have had strict boundaries for myself. If anything, my orientation has made me less of a risk for STDs. And just because I don't wnat to have actual sex with a guy doesn't mean I don't love cocks. I just love playing safe.

 Right now, I am still on my journey to womanhood, and I would love for a guy to help me along that journey. I'm not hte most experienced at crossdressing, so I need to practice much more. 

You can join me on my journey at https://onlyfans.com/cdmarcy