This registration here is a kinda a "final act" of my last 2 weeks. I have a boyfriend for 2 years, we are good etc. He travelled abroad for 3 weeks, and since every bar, club reopens I started to got parties, bars with friends etc. On the second night I end up..cheating with a guy from a bar. And that kind start something in me and since that every night I end up with different guy (or guys). So..many things happened in the last 2 weeks, that is why I registered here to chat some about it too becasuse somehow it turns me on too.
I liked these nights that men dont even care about me, dont respect me, just..use. I liked that. And that they talk dirty to me, truly dirty. I still do these kind of days or nights and dont know what to do if my bf come back.
Thats why I am here too, to get rude and honest insults, opinions on myself, dirty talks what make me feel that shame. I like Thats why I am here too, to get rude and honest insults, opinions on myself, dirty talks what make me feel thatshame

went to a house party sunday again, ge some drinks..and etc and end up in an empty room with 2 guys. Happend what happened and in the end on of the guy laugh and said that "You donr rememebr us right?" I didint recognized them but..they are both of my boyfriends coworkers.. 

There were one night when an older men even offered me money...