I'm in a happy relationship, with a wonderful woman, but I just can't stop making myself cum to the fantasies I've pleasured myself to for so long.  I can't help but wonder if there isn't possibly a real chance that I could live the depraved sexual life that I crave so much.  Just maybe, before I commit to a life that I believe I could enjoy, but am unsure is the life my truest heart of hearts desires.

I dream of being able to openly masturbate at home instead of having to hide.  To walk around naked, cock hanging out just begging to be grabbed and stroked.  I wish I could meet a woman who appreciates my body by casually groping me and making her sexual interest in me plainly known.  A woman who enjoys cum on her body, so she just grabs my cock at home and strokes a load out whenever she wants it.  A woman who wants her body groped as well.  Who wants to have a tongue at home that loves to lick her pussy juices, suck and lick her clit, and reach as deep in her asshole as possible.  A woman who wants a man who wants to bury his face between her ass cheeks so he can shove his nose in her butthole while he drinks her cum like it's water.  A woman who thinks it's hot to catch me jerking my cock to my favorite porn, and to watch me spray my cum.  A woman who enjoys using toys on me, especially on cam while other women enjoy my body and watching me cum. 

I dream of a woman who shares my taboo fantasies, and is not simply willing to roleplay the scenarious I'm interested in, but is actively turned on by the same fantasies/kinks.  A woman who will RP those roles pretty much 24/7 as it makes reasonable sense in day-to-day life.  My ultimately fantasies/dream though is to be with a woman who is my primary partner, but who enjoys sharing me with those she trusts and wants to assist in their sexual pleasure.  Whether it be when they come to our home, or we go to theirs, she would offer me up (preferably by stripping me naked infront of her friends) and offer my services to her people.

I want to be known, seen, and accepted as the perpetually horny, orgasm addicted pervert that I am.  I want to know it within myself as well, without being ashamed of it.  I want to be loved, shared, enjoyed, appreciated, and respected as a filthy, depraved pleasure loving slut.