So here I am, a 2X year old kissless virgin who has never even tried talking to a girl due to not having any of the assertive qualities inherent to men. It all started some years ago when I listened to a certain hypno cock worship file. I was disgusted by the content but the woman's sweet voice convinced me to listen a little longer and now sissy hypno has become a staple in my daily wank material. But I never considered myself gay, "it's only pretend" I told myself, "I would never actually desire to suck a cock", this continued until a few days ago when, and I still don't know what compelled me, I entered into erp with another man online. Flirting with someone and watching as your slutty behaviour increases their arousal was the most exhilarating experience in my life. For the past three days I have been gooning non-stop, chasing man after man with my slutty advances, trying to tease them into telling me how they'd treat me as their obedient slut, receiving a small jolt of extasy whenever I see I've recieved new mail. I have never felt so hot before, my mind has no control over me as it watches me degrade myself for the attention of other men. I fear that I have crossed a line of no return.

But at least it doesn't feel bad.