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Secret Sissy Life
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I have spent my whole life pretending to be a straight, masculine male. Most likely i will spend my whole life pretending. Living in a anti-gay conservative household i figured how to hide my true sexuality and desires. I even managed to convince myself i was a straight male, with no sissy desires. Every once in a while i would let my inner sissy show, then just as quickly tuck it away. When i was pre pubescent i would try on my sisters and mothers clothes when the family was out of town. I used to take my tightey whiteys and fashion thongs and other girly underwear with them. When i hit puberty i got really kinky, hiding a burning desire as fantasy in my head. When i was alone in my household i would crossdress. When i knew i had a few hours home alone, i would raid my mothers and sisters clothing, panties, bras and makeup. I would apply makeup well enough that i may pass as a female, i was still young enough where my make features was not that prevalent. I would try on my sisters tight panties, or my moms lacey panties, and either wear my sisters smaller bra and look petite or stuff rags in my moms d size cups. It was always tough, i was slightly bigger than my sister and more petite than my mom. My sisters panties and bra were tight which felt comforting, but they were not sexy. Clothing was a chore also. Same problem sisters dresses were a little tight so i had to make sure i did not rip them, her shorts on the other hand were loose pre teen shorts, so they snugged up around my ass nicely. I always loved the nylons, they always fit very well from either my sister or my mom. Once i was dressed up and dolled up with make up, i felt so cute and sexy, and in turn horny. I never really realized what i would have done or how my life would be different if my parents would have come home early. Walking into there house seeing there son with makeup on, prancing around in a mixture on his mothers and sisters clothes. Like i said it was a very conservative, anti-gay household. My mom might have accepted me, but i am sure my dad woudl have thrown me out after kicking my ass. Maybe just maybe it woudl have been alright and i would not be living the lie i live today.
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Posted on : Feb 11, 2021
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