Like many others I began crossdressing when I was young.

 At first I put on a pair of my mum's tights (pantyhose). I don't know why I did it and it wasn't a sexual thing but it felt nice and I did it as often as I could. I then began wearing her knickers and then her bra which I stuffed with handkerchiefs to give myself a bust. Her shoes didn't fit me so I didn't bother with them.

For some reason I never bothered with my sister's clothes except for an old bikini which she didn't like. She threw it away and I recovered it and hid it. Sometimes I would wear it under my pyjamas at night.

As I got older and discovered masturbation I found that I enjoyed it most when I was crossdressed, especially when I was just wearing tights. I don't remember having any thoughts about being gay or wanting sex with men at that time. I frequently used my brothers porn collection.

One day I found a pair of black stockings and a frilly red and black suspender belt at the bottom of my mum's drawer. I loved wearing these.

When I became a student I had a room I could lock and be crossdressed as much as I wanted without worrying about being found out. For the first time I bought my own tights and some knickers.

Then I met my wife and for the next 25 years I didn't wear women's clothes at all.

Until one day I put on a pair of her sexy black knickers.

I will describe what happened after that in the next post.

Emma