Now I have suffered for 200 hours (8 days + 8 hours) locked in chastity for TRUE Goddess Ines Sastre. It is difficult to sleep. My blue balls keep begging to br emptied. They force my to think about the feel of my worship goo moving fas inside my pathetic penis in erection, the release of pressure in my blue balls, the orgasm and the post orgasm euphory which would certainly help me sleep well and not suffer anymore, but my suffering doesn't matter!!

 

TRUE Goddess Ines Sastre deserves to be worshipped hard. I wish my suffering would mean increased enjoyment for her as a cosmic zero sum thing. I wish my suffering would give her stronger orgasms and post orgasm euphory whenever she has sex with some insanely lucky man. When I think about this I totally accept my suffering and difficulty to sleep. I worship her so deeply, but I am also a total loser, a very weak male. So at a certain point I reach my limit and I will end this chastity. I will unlock my pathetic penis. I will masturbate. I will feel so bad about not being able to suffer more.