So in last times there I kinda need more money for my life etc. So I done many things for money as you coudl read already earlier in other blog entries. There were something new in one weekend a few weeks ago. I got an offer from 2 men for a weekend holiday with them. They invite me to a fancy hotel for the weekedn with two of them, they were a bit older..about 50. So I went with them to a hotel, already at the reception they asked the room key and the receptionist said it is just a two bed room and we are three there. and they jus said with some laugh that yes we are 3 and take the key. I just stand there and see the look of the receptionst at me.. it was shameful.

Basically all the wekeend they had fun with me, use me. In many way, make me many times moan or scream what can be even heard from outside maybe. 

The whole wekeend the people around look strange at me, at the restaurant, at the pool, everywhere, as we walk around 3 of us.. and they can just kinda lauhg about all that while I was degarded like this.