I suppose Regression to a more child-like mentality is to be expected for someone in my position, and also that I have always had a big interest in ABDL.

 But the Reality is staggering...it's NOT like one's fantasies and dreams whatsoever, of course.

 More and more, I feel less and less need to try to keep up the 'facade' of being an adult. I'm not...not anymore, not in the ways that really matter.

 More and more, Mommy treats me and relates to me as a toddler, and I am finding myself getting accustomed to that easier and quicker than I ever thought possible.

 It's just easier...it's like shrugging off a huge burden from your shoulders after carrying it for a long time, one that's been getting more massive by the day.

 

 It's Thanksgiving here, and I give huge Thanks for Mommy and our friends in the BDSM Lifestyle that openly accept me, and treat me with friendliness and respect. They will never know how much that means to me...I've tried to tell them, but the words always feel so inadequate. 

 I also want to say Thank-You to all the people following me here!!