So if you read my blogs you coudl know about my kind of new part time.."job". There were already more visitors like this and they got my number and some times they offer me and give my number to others. Like this it is a little risky becasue I dont know how they look since they are already nkocking on my door. There were some suprises how the men look but...some days ago there were a truly ashaming and surprising door opening. 

So I got call, we arrange the time and when I open the door one of my dads friends standing there. He was shocked too. We just look at each other and I cant even say a word. He cant belive, he said "Petra..what the fuck..you become..fuuck". I tried to lie something but then he just step in and said "Well since we already arrange that..lets do it" I cant belive he actually want to do that to me. But he did..he come to me, touch my body, kiss me start takling dirty and slowly push down on my knees and start real rude verbal humuilation what I become and how I would broke my dads heart if he woudl know.  The whole thing was like this..he..used me real hard, like just some toy. In the end he said he will be a regular visitor from now and he pay just half for his silence. When he step out the door he jst whispered back that he maybe mention that to other friend sof my dad too...