I was drinking with my mom last night, and had one two many. Iny drunkeness I told her I was gay. Then I backed tracked and said I was half gay, but never had an experience. I immediately regretted it, and told her to forget about it.  I also had her promise not to tell anyone.  I am worried she will tell my dad, he very homophobic, and I act homophobic and do a great job at it.  I will not tell my wife, maybe never.  I am going to try to talk her into fucking someone in front of me.  I feel a little relieved and really regretful.