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Day 2
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So new day same old bullshit. I don't know what I do that seems like an attitude and what is so wrong about talking to me. Everyday I feel like I am closer to waking up and her not coming back. I kinda understand if she want out but I wish if that is what she wants then she doesn't eat it out. Anyway... not really sure where I am going with this one. It's a little hard to do this daily, it seems like the same thing day after day is it COVID or just some weird Groundhog Day situation or if every day is the same. I wish I could be someone else even if it was for a few hours. Might end the night by having a drink or smoke and fucking my self in the shower but might just say fuck it and go to sleep.
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Posted on : Sep 8, 2020
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Commented on Sep 12, 2020
I responded to your last post. I used to be a Pimp about 22 years ago. I inherited the job from a Pimp on Parole, that got locked up on a drug charge. I didn't want to be a Pimp and it took 8 months to realize that I was a Pimp and another 3 months to accept it.
With that said, lemme break something down for you.
Women come and go, player. Here today and gone tomorrow. ALL WOMEN, have a Man on the sidelines, waiting for the man that their with to fuck up. The dude on the sidelines is a step up from you. He is the total and complete opposite of you and whatever you don't have he does, and whatever he doesn't have , you do. Your woman already saw everything that you own.
YOUR PROBLEM WAS, YOU NEVER KEPT A SECRET.
You probably told her everything? Every perversion, every desire, every dollar that you had. Every detail about your day. You were probably an open book, weren't you? . There was no mystery, no mystic, no assumptions, you put it all on the table for her, voluntarily. And when she figured out everything that you had, she walked away. She didn't walk away because of what you shared, she walked away because you didn't challenge her suspicions anymore.
You probably stopped lying to her?
Women are suspicious creatures by nature. They want the Drama that other couples have, that they see and idolize on television. The Scandals, the issues, the arguments. They yearn for it. They want to be placed in compromising situations, want a lover to fight for their honor and they want to find a phone number in your pocket.
ON THE OTHER HAND, she probably just got tired of the same ole same old shit. She's probably out there being a slut right now. This is how you have to think. This is what you have to consider, that she's getting fucked in the ass, pussy and throat by an entire football team, the bleachers and the tailgate party waiting on their turn. OR she's being passed around backstage for a Rock band, about to go coast to coast on tour as a bus groupie. The sooner you come to this realization, the easier it is for you to let go.
AND IF NONE OF WHAT I SAID APPLIES, THEN,
She lost a good Guy. And you should hope and pray that the next dude treats her like shit, victimizes her, robs her and make her entire world unmanageable, as punishment for fucking you over.
THEN ON THE OTHER HAND, you can be my little slut. Me fucking you up the ass, may not make you feel better, but you'll feel like you belong.
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