I am taking a little timeout right now from all the drooling and lusting over all the beautiful bodies, all of you beautiful people that I seriously and genuinely wish would touch me.  As of late, I find myself glued to this site, to the point of even neglecting my daily responsibilities at times, even my wife.  IDK guys, this corona shit must have something to do with all of this but I can't say for sure.  It has after all been over 7 months since I have even traveled outside of the rural county I live in.  Maybe I am losing my mind or maybe my environment has forced a sudden release of deeply buried fantasies, many of which I have to believe were buried under so many layers of denial, shame, and embarrassment that I must have somehow forgot they even existed.

Making matters worse is the fact that my wife doesn't seem interested in indulging in or trying most of what really turns me into an unhinged maniac, amped up on massive doses of adrenaline and raging with overwhelming lust over her beautiful body and soft glowing feet.  Worse yet, are my days always spent working long hours from home or taking care of my 2 year old son, whom I love dearly beyond words.  I say "worse" because as perhaps many of you know, these things can destroy your sex lives to the point where you even start losing interest in your partner.  Vanilla sex just doesn't cut it for me anymore and I suppose all this exposure to and eventually a deep appreciation for, has lead me down different paths but I am unable to go further than the very start of it.  

So why now, why am I even here exploring this site?  Well, let me first say that at one time, not even that long ago, the thought of sucking another guy's cock or the thought of a trans gurl pounding me in the ass and making it bleed, even the thought of another man slamming his much bigger and stronger cock than mine, making my wife scream in agonizing euphoria while I watch or while his balls smack and rub my face with his delicious ball sweat while he penetrates my wife with every inch of his beautiful, delicious masculine power, all would have repulsed me and the mere thought of such things would make me sick to my stomach.

This is almost surreal, I mean at one time when I was a lot younger, I hated anyone in the LGBTQ community, I mean I was an absolutely bitter hate monger.  Now it seems that this whole time, I was bisexual and I guess I must have really hid that so much that I didn't even think about it anymore, even though I have been a strong supporter of the LGBTQ community for at least 15 years now.  Feet on the other hand was never a mystery and I actually know the exact event and how old I was when I discovered my pathetic and absolute weakness for women's feet and even why I go bat shit insane over stinky women's feet, my insanity getting more out of control as a function of how strong they smell.  Cock is twitching now as I am telling you guys this.  *giggle giggle*  😊Anyway, that is a long story, I will post something on the blog about it in the future, I just really hope people read my posts, it means more to me than you could possibly realize, being completely honest here.  This blog is where I show you a more personal aspect of myself.  My hope is that I can connect with anyone even if only for chats.  Feeling a little lonely I guess.  Me and my wife are just too tired moat of the time it seems.  But damn, I seriously wish that was not the case.  But, at this point I find myself unable to resolve that and I seemed to have resigned myself to the idea that she will never want to try anything I have come to discover within myself.  After all, she doesn't like feet, rarely letting that beast out its cage if you know what I mean.  Why then would I have any reason to believe thag she would try any of the really nasty, dirty stuff I have  come to discover were a part of me all of my life?

 That is why I am here.  It is forums like this one and other factors, and probably initiated by being bored and cooped up in my home, that have lead me down some exhilarating moments of self discovery.  Just a month ago, none of this was happening.  I am looking back on my life from time to time and slowly the pieces of the puzzle are coming together and when they do fit, I can make sense or know for sure whether my new lustings are real or just a passing phase.  So far, none of what I see fits in as being just a phase, there are events in each event at various points of my life that I discover the "aha!" moments.  

That being said, I know for sure that I am bisexual even though I have a virgin ass and only sucked another cock once in my life.  Did not enjoy it back then, I was not even close to being comfortable with any aspect of my sexuality when that did happen.  Makes sense I suppose, I was only 12 years old, he was 15 but not going to say more about that.  Nobody should be interested in the details of such an encounter between people that young anyways.  Moving on and that aside, let's just say that whatever lead to me being where I am now, is probably irrelevant.  I just know that I am going ballistic thinking about all these new and beautiful ideas now.  I desperately want to suck cocks, I desperately want a trans girl to rip and destroy my virgin asshole, I want as many women's feet as possible rubbing all that shine shine scent on my face getting all nice and stinky for several days, I desperately want to watch my wife getting just absolutely fucked so Goddamn hard by bois and girls, I can't stop thinking about all this delicious hot, creamy boi cum making my face soaking wet,  all those blissful pussy squirts and all that thick, hot, gooey girl love cum on my face, all of those beatiful feet, all of those gorgeous cocks, all shapes sizes and colors, big and small, all those warm bodies, all of this love I wish I could give big, squishy hugz and sugar coated kisses to.  I just wish my wife was on the same page but until that happens, I have to be with people who will do what they please with me.  If that means cheating, I will risk that at this point, I need a release, the beast is out of its cage and won't go back in this time.  

If you have read this far, then let me give you a big, squeeze hug and a kiss on your beautiful ear.  Everything I said here is true, I understand if it doesn't seem that way, but I am just so insanely horny right now I am crawling out of my skin.  So with that said, if you see me writing a cute little story about any pics of you on your page, well that's just me admiring your overpowering sexual energy, your beautiful body, your pussy or cock or feet that I wish would make me its slave. 

Thank you for reading about me and big hugz and kisses to all you beautiful, horny, naughty, wonderful people.  I so love all of you!!  ❤❤

-PLUR