During lockdown time I even become quite popular around the buliding I live. Earlier some guys already know me and during the lockdown they come over more times and I think they start to talk about it to others becasue more and more men say hi to me or come over or etc, there were many men in the end. After a while a men, a little older and fatter one, knocked on my door and he said he heard the rumors about me, I was there ashamed and surprised that, that kind of men is there. So I said no, and then he said he coudl offer money for it... finally he come in. And that word is go around too.

In the end that is what I mentioned in another blog entry, that what m landlord said what she heard and why I need to move. It is still hard to think about that what I do...that word is so...shameful, that "p" word