Originally born in Bonn germany moved to UK when i was 5 years old.  

 I found submissive side at 10-13 when i was constant and suvearley bullied until i had to move were i at my new school i was continued to be bullied. my first boyfirnd was when i was 15 he was from class a year below mine were i lost both my pussy viriginity and anal virginity to him from that he grew a anal obsesseion were we would do anal around 3 times a day with lots of ass to moouth blowjobs inbetween he the started seeing a girl from his own year while dating me which i knew about for a year while still dating him until they made things open that they were together and he broke things off with me.

 My next sexual partner wasnt a boyfriend but just one of the only guys i knew that was nice to me was a black kid from america one day walking home from school he after he opened up how much he liked me i ended up giving him a blowjob in the woods not knowing he had taken photos after the weekend my first day back at school everyone was saying how i give out free blowjobs the guy i gave it to just avoided me until about a week later when one of his friends dared him to come over to my table and ask me how much i missed his dick, i didnt say anything and eventually told the head teacher that lead to him being suspended which lead to me being beaten in girls toilets by his sister and her friends were she stoof on the back of my head holding it under the toielt until i thought i was going to pass out or drowned i ran out of school and didnt go back for almost a week when the guy turned up and appologized and we made friends which lead to us fucking in my bed, we didnt have a relationship but beacme "friend" and fucked often.

 my first crush on a older man was my science teacher was a grey head much older man but great shape and funny one time in class i was doing my work and copying onto my friends book (she was my friend but used the hell out of me when it came to school work) he caught me doing it he tuck our work off me and got right in my face shouting at me infront of everyone calling me a stupid doormat was humiliating i went straight to the toilets were i had my first masterbation while crying imagining him dominating me while verbaly degrading me.