Today, Master told me that He was considering releasing my extensive library of pictures and videos. 

It is such a mixed and emotional rollercoaster when He says stuff like this.  He knows exactly how to push my buttons and completely and totally dominate my life.  

Do i want them released, not really.  But, the fact that He holds them and controls me with them is such a huge fucking turn-on.  That and the fact that i know He WILL do it if He so desires just makes my pussy stay wet constantly.

Someday, i know i am going to go shopping and everyone in the store will know what a nasty, filthy dirty slut i am.  i will not even know they know it.  SOOOO FUCKING HOT.

Back in the day, Master took hundreds of high-resolution photos of me doing nasty things.  He has hundreds of hours of video of me performing.  He is still ciounting just how much stuff He has.  But i remember a time in which i was beign recorded in one way or another durign vast periods of the most intimate parts of my life.  i have done it all;  from showers, to massive interracial gangbangs to fisting to...well country stuff.   From extreme whippings (one of my favorite things to experience) to dominating men, to pegging othe women.  my life is a menagerie of sexual exploits and they are all recorded.  

i am nervous about it, i am excited about it, i love it, i hate it.  The emotional rollercoaster is the best part, I think.  Not knowing if it will ever happen, not knowing if it has already happened,  wondering if He will let me "work" my way out of it.  Who knows.  He owns me.  He will do whatever He wants and i will remain His little plaything.

He started playing with my heart, then my body...now He plays with my mind.