My additions to my Pink Collections have nothing to do with pussy, except that I wish I had one. I have never had even the slightest, the most remote interest in girls or women sexually. I am a lifelong sissy faggot. I have always liked boys. I have always loved cock. I have always loved all things girlie, cute, flowery, lacy, delicate, pink. In my soul, in all of my insides, I am a girl. Psychologically, mentally, sensually, spiritually, I am a girl. It is natural for me to prefer very feminine things.

My love of cock is the love that a girl has for cock. Not a nice girl, to be sure, but a nymph, a slut, a whore, a filthy little bitch of a girl who spreads her legs for every boy, every man. Most of the time, when I am not sucking cock or getting fucked, I am looking for cock on my own, on the internet, at gay sex clubs and porn arcades, in cinemas, in public restrooms, at truck stops, and everywhere else. I have several pimps, too, and sometimes I get together with other sissy faggots and female prostitutes to share men.

I do not like guy things, not at all, I never have. I played with dolls, not trucks. I have always painted my nails and worn lipstick at least. I love men’s bodies. I love their cocks, their yummy buttholes. I love the smell of men, though I always smell flowery like a woman. I love that combination on men of sweat and cum and pee. The deep musky, shitty smell in the butt cracks and buttholes of men is an aphrodisiac to me.

I douche only once a day, in the morning, with the pee of the men who fuck me. I suck cock all day, lick and tongue butthole all day, and get fucked all day. To keep the mixed cum of all those men inside me, I use a big metal buttplug. I take it out to get fucked, then put is back in. I want all that cum to penetrate into my tissues, into my blood. I want to be seeded, to be bred. I worship cock, not as a gay man, but as a sissy faggot whore bitch.