I am trapped in the most wonderful torture chamber of them all. I am a slave to what has now become my lifelong addiction. Today ... as yesterday, and all the days before, I can not stop lusting after big cocks. I should feel trapped, and helpless. But, I literally fiend for big cock (especially Big Black Cock) like it's a seducing drug. I live my life with a constant void in my, spirit, my soul, and all three of my holes. Without big cock, my mind, and body are empty. And, my holes are worthless tunnels, just begging to be fed.

To combat this emptiness, I look at pictures of Black cocks, whenever I get the chance. I am a housewife of 15 years. So, when my husband is at work and my girls are in school, I make plenty of time between my chores to stare at, and lust after, pictures and videos of big cocks. I enjoy watching other women get their throats fucked deep. I have gotten extremely good at playing mind games with myself, challenging myself to almost literally become the slut in the picture(s). When a cum dump is sucking a long, fat cock, I swear I can literally taste the sweet precum on my own lips, literally feel that cock bottoming out at the very back of my pussy, or ass hole. When the bull in the picture cums, I can feel the strong ropes of his cum hit the back of my throat and slide down towards my stomach, or the back wall of my rosebud, or the wall just before the uterus of my sopping wet pussy. Imagining myself being stretched by both big Black cocks, and big White cocks, has become a necessary form of virtual sex, for me. I am such a fuckdoll for big thick veiny cocks! If I'm not actually with one, due to the constraints of family life. I can always worship them with my eyes, every day, and every night, and anytime inbetween, as I finger myself to squirting orgasms. And, every chance I get ... I do!!