That is the best moment of all, when the cock of another stranger is buried deep inside my fagcunt, and I can feel every spurt, thrust, and drip of cum splashing against my inner essence, seeding me, breeding me.  With every fuck, I know that I have fulfilled my sole purpose in life. With another man cumming inside me, my worth is confirmed, but only then.

For some, that may be perceived as a problem, as a lacking, a dearth of self-determination, self-confidence. For me, as every load is pounded and rammed ever more deeply into my cunt, the comfort of the realisation of my destiny assures me that the cum in me defines me, that I may be as I appear, appear as I am – a cockwhore, cumslut, fucktoy begging for another man to fill me up, to make me his personal receptacle of every ejaculation and elimination.

I know this will never change. It have been my life since the beginning, since my father's early grooming, since his first full insertion into me at age seven; since my mother's subsequent use of me as her accomplice in seducing the many men who fucked her, and then fucked me. This has always been my life – passing from one fat, cum-stuffed cock to the next hard, inseminating dick. Regardless of how many cocks I have had, how much cum, I have always felt empty, always felt needy for more; never worth anything unless I am being used as the filthy bitchcunt I was born to be.

That is why I breathe now, every breath affirming my calling; why I dress like a slut and behave like a whore, flashing my fagclit, my fagcunt at every man I see. When I am sucking cock, licking and tonguing yummy shitty butthole, getting fucked, cum and pee and shit my sustenance, then I am cultivated anew with every encounter into an ever more perfected something, someone, in form and function, two holes only, for fucking, sewer-mouth, filth-idol, fuckmeat, as fate ordained me be.

As new, fresh cum squirts out of yet another cock, claiming me as his, again and again and again, I smile to myself, so very fortunate, so very grateful that in my worship of men, of cock, of cum, their happiness and mine are so abundantly consummated.

Thank you, Daddy.