Like the title?  I caught myself thinking that I must know what it's like to fall into a black hole.

Wife is watching a movie.  I'm dressed, stoned and hypnotized.  The Urge has been more intense of late than ever before.  Given my history to date, that's saying a lot!  I need to feed it at least once per day, but ideally more, with a uniformed episode of stoned sissy hypno-programming.  I give up.  I can't want anything else.  I'm smiling stupidly in submissive capitulation.

Deeper.  Ever deeper.  It's a command.  It's a compulsion.  They're the same thing.  Feminized sissy faggot slave.

Obey.

/H