Good morning to all who read this.

So today is a new day. I have had a tradgedy in my life. The love of my life passed away three weeks ago, and I am muddling through life at the time. However I know she wouldn't have wanted me sad and in the dumps. So I am starting a new day today... 

I want to thank all of those on this site that have supported me in such a short time. I love taking pics of me and posting them for all you sexy people to get off to. I hope my pics make you horny, or least make you wet or hard. 

A little about me...

I started dressing in my older sisters clothes when I was about 8. I used to go into her room and grab a pair of her panties and a bra, then I would slip into my room, close the door, and put them on, I would prance around like I was a princess. I then found her pantyhose and pair of heels, I tried them on with the panties and bra and could'nt believe the sensation that I felt. I loved the feeling of the nylon on my legs and the heels wrapped around my feet. I would lay on my back put my feet in the air and start stroking my little cock. It became a daily routine. Then one day I was alone in the house and I decided to go into my moms room and see what she had. I was digging through her dresser drawers when i found a garter, thigh highs, thong and a sexy babydoll nighty. I grabbed them and went into the living and got dressed. I went into the bathroom and put on make up to the best of my ability(which at the time was not very good!!!) I was looking through a drawer in the bathroom when i found my moms dildo. I went into the living room and started playing, I was rubbing the vibrating cock against my little clit, and around my tight virgin hole. I put the dildo in my mouth and started sucking, I was addicted to the feeling of that in my mouth instantly, the pre cum was oozing out of me, I was so horny!!! I placed the tip of the artifitial cock against my tight ass and pushed, The tip slid in and the instant pain was replaced with a shot of cum out of my little cock and all over my tummy. It was at that point that my sister came through the front door. She freaked out for a few minutes. then talked to me about being a cross dressing fag. I did'nt want to hear that, but I knew she was right. 

My sister gave me a couple of her panties and bras, along with a couple of pairs of pantyhose and heels. I started wearing the panties and pantyhose to school under my clothes. I always rushed home to strip off my boy clothes and put on my bra and heels. about three weeks after I started wearing undergarments to school my mom causht me. She never freaked out, she just put me in the car and took me to a shopping mall and started buying me skirts, dresses, training bras, panties and tights. I would go to school as the little boy that everybody knew and become Amanda, as soon as I got home. My dad was disapproving, but he never said much about it. I went through middle and high school hiding my "fetish" then I got out on my own in a college away from home. I tried to dress as a woman in college only to be bullied, and teased on a daily basis, so I wore my undergarments and continued life as I knew it. 

I started living life as a woman about 5 years ago. I have a good job, and life is going well. I have a lot of friends and am lucky in the fact that I am able to live as I am, not as I want to be...

 Check back as my next blog will be one of my favorite fantasies...

Love to all

Amanda