i'm here to look at all the sexy porn and think how nice it would b to really have some sexy females, sissies / Shemales, & possibly big cock men dat i'll never get the joy of meeting havin as just good friends and maybe xploring playing wit, who knows maybe (hopefully) meet some sexy people to play wit, possibly even make some porn.

my name is Sissy. i'm a 44 yr old virgin single white male from pennsissylvania looking for in person good Friends With Benefits. i would love to try straight roleplay of all kinds with very pretty girls & sexy ladies, I don't consider myself straight bi or gay because I never had sex with anyone so I don't know what I actually like to do sexually just what porn an fantasies turn me on. I'm so lonely & confused. 

I was desensitized by porn at an early age an never saw anyone in real life as sexy as the ones I found sexy in porn. Since very young I think it b wonderful to have many good close Friends With Benefits who look as sexy as the people I find sexy in porn and who would let me exdplore wit them if I wanted to, if I liked it I would do more if not at least I still have a sexy looking just friend.

 I really want to meet sexy people (Females, Sissies / Shemales, Men) (like da people in my photo galleries) for friendship who are nice, gentle, kind, understanding to me, who will accept me & encourage me to b myself (if i feel like a feminine sissy or not). people i find sexy looking who can b good close real friends to just chill wit n just enjoy bein friends doin normal stuff n talkin wit without being sexual who i can feel safe n comfortable wit & who would also let me xplore my sexuality wit them if i wanted to, but who can still b good real friends either way (FWB - FRIENDS With Benefits - emphasis on Friends). let me b clear i'm lookin for friends to help me xplore, NOT looking for any type of domination or paid situation! For any sissification xploration I would prefer someone who is nurturing an encouraging NOT a cruel Fem-dom, more like a Fem-mom or just someone who encourages me instead of dominating me. I think especially for my first time xploring it would be best if it was with good true close friends that I know well an feel safe an comfortable wit. Problem wit that is I never met anyone as sexy as the people I thought looked sexy in porn an never had any as friends to start wit By my age I should've at least had one girlfriend to xplore all the straight sex stuff wit, but I haven't an certainly not any porn sexy girls especially that would let me try kinky stuff. 

i'm just a shy virgin so b patient, gentle wit me and let me explore & just have a good time. the more i enjoy myself & enjoy u, the more u will enjoy urself & enjoy me. remember you're trying to get me to enjoy myself, like it & want more so b kind understanding, patient n gentle wit your shy lil sissy. seduce me. i'm not into pain! only pleasure. if it feels good do it!

sometimes i feel like i'm a shy timid lil girl trapped in a mans body. since i was 4 i luved sissifying myself, feminizing myself & dressing up in my mommy's things & fantasized about what it would b like to b a real girl. i do luv everything feminine like stillettoes, stockings, sexy dresses, skirts & blouses,makeup,long polished press on nails,perfume,having my hair done pretty,.....i have an adult toddler fetish. i luv to b a little girl in ankle socks, pigtais or hairbands,lil girl panties, shirley temple or school girl outfits wit petticoats. i luv bein pampered, spoiled & having things bought for me. i luv bein called nice names like "Princess", "Sweetie", "Sissy", "little girl", "Darling", "Sugar", "Precious", "Prissy",.........

FEMALES:
The females I would MOST like to meet are sexy passive or submissives who love roleplay / cosplay & ag play and would be willing to do anything I want so I can xplore my sexuality wit them and play out all kinds of kinky perverted fantasies including incest fantasies. Especially girls who are of age, but look very young, and especially very sexy ladies with large lactating boobs. 
i would like to xplore all kinds of straight fantasies as well as xplore sissification. I know i would luv to have a real sugar mommy to pamper, spoil & take care of me, luv me & keep me as her sissy some of the time and encourage me into femininity gently without bondage or pain, make me as passable as possible & show me how good it can feel to b a pretty real girl. someone who will help me xplore my sexuality & fantasys & lose my virginity safely so i can figure out what i like or dunt like sexually. i only know what i like in porn & would like to try. i would luv VERY pretty females to give me "Sissy Makeovers" and i would love to try most of the stuff in the "Prissy's Sissies" comics. I absolutely LOVE having pretty girls fussing over me doing my hair an putting makeup on me, dressing me up trying to make me look pretty as possible an telling me how pretty I look..... I LOVE Prissy's Sissies comics an Christeen Petticoat Punishment art, Christeen draws the most beautiful girls and sissies and the art looks almost as good as a photo not like a comic drawing.

i wish i had & i definitely want to meet a sexy lady wit large breasts (especially milking) & a squirting pussy to feminize me as much as possible, pamper me, treat me like a lil girl, breast feed me, pussy feed me, teach me about sex by showin me how to please my roleplay mommy sexually like a lil girl. Remember for roleplay it's all acting out a role and "Age Play" can be part of that so a girl could be 18 and roleplay as my mommy even though i am older so long as she can act maternal like a mother would. 

i'm so lonely because i'll probablee always b a virgin, i've never had anyone sexy who will accept me & not only let me b the sissy lil girl i want to b so badly sometimes but encourage it, help me and luv me 4 it as well.

TRANSGENDER:

i've never seen a completely passable Transgender (sissy or Shemale), but would like to meet VERY sexy, EXTREMELY passable Sissies, Shemales, Ladyboys (especially Asian) who have a VERY feminine body & face especially wit large breasts, long hair preferably and especially if they have a large cock for good close friends who would b nice, kind, understanding to me, accept me who i could feel safe n comfortable wit, to help sissify me, feminize me as much as possible & make me feel like a pretty lil girl, and xploring wit. Someone who can understand how lonely it is being a boy who luvs to b a lil girl so much sometimes.

MALES:

i dunt know if i ever want to b wit a man, but i do get so turned on at the sight of REAL men in porn who r slim (not bodybuilder bulky), wit a lean / extremely well defined, rock hard, smooth hairless body, wit Very long & thick cocks (especially uncircumsized), especially black. my favurite porn is Black Supremacy/BBC Breeding White Girls, i luv da contrast of a very dark BBC in a beutiful light skin girl. when i see sexy BBC like dat in porn it makes me feel girlie inside & wonder what it feels like to b a real girl wit him, i wish i knew what it feels like to have him buried inside my pussy cumming a HUGE load til it runs out of me around his cock & when he slides it out cum runs out of me or cumming down my throat or on my pretty face. i think it might be fun to try bein sissified & feminized n watching a sexy BBC breed a sexy white girl (like a cuck would) & try lickin da cum runnin out of her pussy. Please do NOT waste my time if u are not my type! i like men wit a cock dat are 12" length x 7" around at least (10" - 12" cocks r nice, but something about 12" or more really make me feel girlie), uncircumsized is a plus, the BIGGER da better, da BLACKER da better! i dunt know what i would do if i saw one for real in person. it might b nice if i had a nice, kind, gentleman like that as a good close friend who would b understanding to me, accept me who i could feel safe n comfortable wit & i could xplore with, have b my role play daddy, teach his virgin lil girl about sex. i do get so turned on by men who r very tall, slim, xtremely well defined, rock hard, smooth hairless body, licorice black wit a very long, thick uncut cock that soft swings between his knees, but can get so hard it stands right up tight against his belly & chest on its own (i wish i could just see that in person at least), a man wit good stamina who can keep it hard for an hr or more (bcuz i like gentle long slow strokes & need a man patient enough to SLOWLY work it in me) & especially who can cum BIG loads. i'm starting to think REAL men like i described don't really exist, r only in adult videos n dats because they're fake n dat big cock is just movie magic. if there is a REAL man like i described out there who wants to prove me wrong then i am waiting for u to prove to me REAL men exist & just show me your 12+ inch long 7 inch or more around cock in person n let me hold it in my hands. Where r the REAL men at? Instead of masterbating your HUGE cock off why not let me do it for u an i might even do more if u just let me xplore at my own pace!

i do NOT have a webcam so please do not ask me to get on cam and i don't have a digital camera so it's very hard to take pictures of myself. so if u want to see more of me if you're my type you'll have to meet me & take more pics of me or wait till i do meet someone so i can have them take good pictures of me. i may try to take more self pictures sometime, but understand it is hard to get good sexy pictures of myself an get them developed.

if i could find the right nice,kind,understanding sexy ladies & possibly gentlemen like i am attracted to and i met them and i enjoyed myself i might even consider making videos!

 

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