I felt like I should start my blog with back story and revelations that happened as an adult.

I grew up in what seemed like a perfectly normal home. My parent stook care of me and I had a happy childhood as much as I can remember. My Mom however had a tendancy to scream and yell at me, hold things against me whatever. As an adult I realized she is a narcissist. She also was molested by her step father as a teen and her Mom, witnessed it and did nothing to stop it.

 It seemed very normal that my Mom walked around naked often, getting ready for work and such. Soemtimes she would fall asleep on the couch with just a big T-shirt on, and her naked pussy showing. I even remember one time her screaming and yelling at me in the hallway completely naked for something I did.

My father was secretly a pedophile something I never realized until I was older, which made me remember certain things and how they all tied together. He is very smart, very sneaky and manipulative.

 In other blog entrys to come you will find out he was behind the scenes instigating everything that happened. It seemed like my Mom liked to follow along with his perversions, until she didn't anymore.

 As a teen my Dad would leave incest story magazines for me to find in his desk, along with naked pictures of my Mom with dildos in her ass, or being fucked. As a teen I loved reading the stories and looking at the pics, because it was all I had for a horny teen to masturbate to. It was also easy to imagine my Mom in my head because I saw her naked so often.

 I will be adding more stories to my blog, but figured I would start here. I have my own perverted fantasies and some need to stay as fantasies. I will say my past has probably shaped my perversions. In real life I can not openly tell people close to me these things. I have my quirks and hang ups about sex, but inside a different side of me yearns for more open sexual talk and actions with like minded people. It is a shitty place to be in.