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I wanted to share steps into BBC porn Addiction, into how one becomes a filthy bbc or other gooner. It turns me on to discuss this. Please send me your stories or comments of how your addiction started.
Step 1. Normalcy
This is the step where one is regular. One likes regular pornagraphy, hot girls and nothing out of line. This stage can last years for some. I grew up in this stage. Deleting internet history, clicking away and closing anything "weird" or even watching too much anal. This is where one faps and feels abit of shame for watching porn.
Step 2. Light experimentation
After a couple of years, the regular doesnt do it. You need more. You desire more. Your mind is desentizied to regular porn. You start looking for bigger asses, tits, more unusual positions or outfits. You might even watch some dp or anal. Milfs and teens excite more. You still delete your browser history, you still have shame, you still only like just girls. You may watch some light pmvs at this point. This is the stage where you allow new things without realizing what you are cementing in your brain. You start to want to last longer, and you watch the scenes a little more closely....
Step 3. Deshaming
This is the stage where you begin to look for more aggressive and unusual porn. You watch gamgbangs, orgies, anal dp, possibly even bukkake. You watch more and more different and eztreme acts. Your mind becomes depraved, seeking thrills and filth. You no longer care how many dudes there are and become very comfortable with multiple dudes on one girl. You may even start to like futanari or very feminine shemales. Your pornosexuality is begining to cememt itself here.
Step 4. Hypnos and shameful filth
This is the stage where you begin to look for faster and more sexually free porn. You start to look into hypnos, more shemales, extreme bdsm, possibly some interracial to spice things up. You actively search for throat fucks, shemales, and futanari. You dont look at dudes yet, but the size of the cocks and the amount of cum on screen matters. Futanari and shemales are a gateway, bur you still consider yourself heterosexual. You likely buy a fleshlight at this point.soon, you will be degrading alot further.
Step 5. The break
At some point during the above stage, you will begin to have small forays to more bisexual or strange hypnos. You will have maybe one or two videos that are very cock focused, or BBC focused, and will have lots of shame afterwards or try to revert to more "normal" pornagraphy. This fails of course, and the failure usually leads to days or sexual fantisies where the role is switched. You see yourself as the girl, or you salivate for cock or bbc. You start to think about shoving stuff up your butt, and may experiment with wearing heels or panties and such. You may purge or put away stuff or even throw it away. But you keep coming back, those butterflies for strange porn and giant dicks and giant futanaris with big dicks just wont let you go. You may even foray into looking at horse dicks or BBC addiction videos to get off faster and more effecient. At this point you are still in a semi stage of denial.
Stage 6. Permanant damage
This is where after your last girlfriend, you were thinking of BBC or filth to get off if you have one. You were in denial before, but not now. Your dildos are getting bigger, and your porn sessions have become filled with bbc hypnos, captions, and prolasped holes, gooning sessioms with other sissies and gooner, the saving of pictures and videos, no shame and spending hours looking for a perfect veiny dick or hotkinkyjo rearranging her insides with a dildo you wish to conquer one day. You look savagely for more BBC pmvs, throat fuckings, and whatever weird fetish occurs to you that day, which can include feet, incest, giant horse dicks, scat, giant dildos rearranging holes of either sex. You wear more and more feminine clothing, and may have platform heels or fishnets at this point. You are starting to know male BBC pornstars names and arent as afraid to see big dicks only to cum. You have become accepting of your bisexuality, and replace the female often in your head now. You are now wanting to be the futanari.
Stage 7(current stage). Gooner/sissy status
You never thought you would get here one day, but here you are. Porn for you is a giant black dick as much as a prolasped female or shemale asshole. You own multiple sex toys at this point, ranging from fleshlights to long and thick dildos of both your favorite bbc porn star and maybe even a horse cock. You have full outfits, platform heels, lubes and oils, and chat regularly about gooning and sissy stuff with others. Your asshole is as much a pleasure spot for you as your dick is. You edge for hours, maybe even days and watch the sickest most depraved shit , or fap wildly to Big veiny black and white dicks while moaning how much you want mandingo to prolapse your filthy asshole. You have multiple screens showing everything and anything you need, from giant horse and black dicks to gangbangs to men and women rearrange thier assholes with dildos you wish to own one day. You have already considered being a bottom or getting fucked one day. You may already have. You fap just as wildly to Ava Devines filthy talk as you do to solo pictures of mandingos giant veiny thick rod. You even lick and suck your dildos as you watch your favorite porn mommies suck on dicks you would share with them. You have acheieve hyper gooner/sissy status and even produce content.....beyond here, it hard to even imagine how far further long the rabbit hole you will go
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